Aidan Woods - New Ways to See More Days [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[VERSE 1]
As the blood floods my arm, I set the blade on the table
Fear's in the mirror cuz I know I'm not capable
I feel it drip down, It's now near my fingertips
The cut is just too deep, why the hell did I even do this?
I Shoulda just rolled up, Shoulda just got blitz'd
Instead I'm starin' at a puddle of thick blueish liquid
Relief from this pain, is all I wanted to gain
But now I'm bowed down, there must've been other ways
I collapse to the floor and look up at the door
It's closed, my mom doesn't even know
I'm startin' to feel scared, I know how much she cares
If only, I wasn't so fucking impaired
Tomorrow, I'm wonderin', am I still gonna be here?

[VERSE 2]
As I look in the mirror i see nothing but fear
An imposter and monster yet my mom calls me "dear"
I'm lookin' down and hear the blade callin' my name
So I plug the holes that are on the side of my face
"You got this", "You can do it mayne", A voice inside my mind says
I take another look in the mirror, I'm startin' to see clearer
As I open the door, sunlight pours onto the floor
Life isn't all night, so I take out my phone cord
I plug it in, call some friends, and we meet out by the bend
Go for a walk, begin to talk of why I'm stressin'
Feelings off my chest, so tired I need a rest
Yet I'm feelin' revived now that my stress is addressed
I'm ready to take on the world, ready to progress
Depressed before, but now I'm feelin' refreshed

[VERSE 3]
As the old man at the bus-stop gives me a smile
I reflect on my success at gettin' shit compiled
Realized life is beautiful, like a lily of the nile
Though for awhile, my life was on trial
Struggled to find meaning, was I even worthwhile?
I was cracked and sacked but now I'm on a whole new level
Subtracted the bad shit, distracted by life's petals
And now I'm takin' on the world like a Tasmanian Devil
Flowing like blood in a growing blood vessel
Excluding negative feelings, happiness has resumed
Through my new views I conclude the pursuit was subdued
By others, who had no clue what I was going through
My life was a gloom, but I've turned it into bloom
And that, is exactly the thing that I want you to do