AJ Jordan - Inside My Mind [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

LYRICS TO INSIDE MY MIND BY AJ JORDAN:

Chorus:
In my mind I keep on struggling
I don't wanna feel these problems
Look at your surroundings crumbling
Get a grip on your self now!
Where'd you go when things got heaviest
Held it down in case you called in
Turned your back and ran from all of this
You know you can't hide from it!

Verse 1:
Listen along to scribbled songs written depth in a flow
Position stressed so far continuing all alone
None the less, that really isn't good for the soul
How hard is this supposed to get once you go?
Journey through the mind of the one AJ Jordan
You will not like what you find if we go exploring
All you people are just jealous because your face is boring
Always had my ear to the streets since 98 recording
There's troubles of mine that you'll find quite important
From the attic of my mind to unlocking cellar doors, it's
Complicated why everybody hates me
If I died tomorrow would you finally relate, kid?
Like this is it, have I hit my prime
Fearless to the disses business isnt intertwined
A bit of this twisted in ya spliff, reclining
Every time that I rhyme keep on running through my mind

Chorus:
In my mind I keep on struggling
I don't wanna feel these problems
Look at your surroundings crumbling
Get a grip on your self now!
Where'd you go when things got heaviest
Held it down in case you called in
Turned your back and ran from all of this
You know you can't hide from it!

Verse 2:
Inside my head, there's a million thoughts racing
How'd they get there, and why can't I replace them?
Stay pacing, study deep in observation
Fixation towards moral obligations
Who you are inside determines your faith and motivation
My mental state is aggravation
Even medication never seemed to make me complacent
Upstate is the place where you came to get a facelift
Rearrange it, gonna change it, stop hatin', start blazin'
Cause AJ is one strange smart caucasian
With amazing range, he bring it to your brain insane so remember
Cause all these people wanna test when they don't know I got a temper
Chain smokin' on them cigarettes, finger nails withered to the bone
Yo, cause I'm sick of them

Chorus:
In my mind I keep on struggling
I don't wanna feel these problems
Look at your surroundings crumbling
Get a grip on your self now!
Where'd you go when things got heaviest
Held it down in case you called in
Turned your back and ran from all of this
You know you can't hide from it!

Verse 3:
I've gone insane analyzing all the laughter
Out of body outta mind spells disaster
The lone cracker, soul-less home wrecker
Microphone smashed cause he never known better
My haters wouldn't see swag if they threw up on a sweater
Stash all the money in the bag, he's a real go-getter
Cause the last laughs first when you realize who's the winner
I'mma grab that ass, take your lady out to dinner
Maybe even later have at that when I wanna throw it in her
Like a hot lounge lizard, got a cock hound gizzard
Ready drop down, slizzurp - wanna rock along with him?
Stop talking yo, and listen!
The Crescendo is always on a mission for recognition
As musician by definition my addiction is tradition
Ammunition aimed at them young children
Killin' off they minds, inclined to die with 'em!

Chorus:
In my mind I keep on struggling
I don't wanna feel these problems
Look at your surroundings crumbling
Get a grip on your self now!
Where'd you go when things got heaviest
Held it down in case you called in
Turned your back and ran from all of this
You know you can't hide from it!

Verse 4:
Front on me like you're really going public
I'm the reason for keepin the bass in your trunk the way the sub lit
Dump duggit, who's a crook to shove uglies?
Eat your indigestive egotistical assumptions
Come further, I can even tell a murder
But that's a friggin gimmick done a million times over
Not sober, eyes is dots lowered
If you ask me why, then I'll probably stomp forward
Who's guessin'? I don't need a smith and wesson
Power of the words enough to fuel this sick obsession
Quit stressing while you see me out expressing
Technically a bluff of seeming subsquent depression
Succession, never needing no one, never
Aggressive Suggestion to keep the peace brethren
Even in my conscience I could eat the beat wretched
Speak the beast method, We are unequal in the head piece, bet this!

Chorus:
In my mind I keep on struggling
I don't wanna feel these problems
Look at your surroundings crumbling
Get a grip on your self now!
Where'd you go when things got heaviest
Held it down in case you called in
Turned your back and ran from all of this
You know you can't hide from it!