Alesha Dixon - Can I Begin [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

As much as I've been tryna say
As much as I appear OK
Been holdin' on
Pretending like nothing's wrong
There's many things I wanna see
But first of all, I gotta see me
'Cuz I can't breathe

Now that we're over
Life's getting colder
Trying so hard to feel the sun

Can I begin to re-live my life?
Release all the pain inside?
Over
Done now
I wanna love again
Everyday is a different vibe
Up & down like a playground ride
Over
Done now
How can I begin? (oh oh oh)
How can I begin? (oh oh oh)
I'm not tryna win (oh oh oh)
How can I begin (oh oh oh)
To love again?

Situated in my bed
Pictures running through my head
Some are good
Some wish I never took, no, no
Probability of me
Feeling down & lonely
I'm no longer scared

*repeat

Can I begin to re-live my life & release all the pain inside?
Over
Done now
I wanna love again
Everyday is a different vibe
Up & down like a playground ride
Over
Done now
How can I begin? (oh oh oh)
How can I begin? (oh oh oh)
I'm not tryna win (oh oh oh)
How can I begin
To love again?

Hold on
When all the hope is gone
I'm starting at the ending & I'll just move on
Fall down
Still wearing my crown
Nothing's gonna hurt me 'cuz what comes around goes around
What comes around goes around, baby
Can I begin to re-live my life & release all the pain inside?
Over
Done now
How can I begin? (oh oh oh)
How can I begin? (oh oh oh)
I'm not tryna win (oh oh oh)
How can I begin
To love again?