Alt. Etc. - The Sower and the Reaper [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

For all that i've hated
All that i've changed
I seem to push away
Will i be forgivin' again?
I Know that i should turn
Was the one to walk away
Never gave much second chances
And still i don't today
I know that I shall burn

But can I be the most for what you hoped for?

And i will try
And i side with empathy this time

From everything I've wanted
And all the things i've gotten
All for a selfish soul
Please forgive again
Listen to my crime
Witness to my fire
There I shine my light
I seem to push away
Everything I touch
Only turns to dust
Watch it tumble down
Here I push away

And the reaper will call for me
See me down my way
Collects from old debts
Than the angel of death is here
My old friend
Will i be forgivin' again?

Will I only be my own?