Anemic - Blood Roses [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
For you I sympathetically wrote a poem, not a rap
This time I won't sin because I'm a crowd that doesn't clap
They just stared, and stood there in fear
You see, it's sympathy to show that I don't care
Emotions should not be commented on or shunned
I lack experience, but to me you are so much fun
These feelings started back in November and built but I bottled it
I had too much pride when I said nothing and swallowed it
If I ever lost you, I'd cry, I'd feel like I died
Don't leave my life, no, I'm done with being shy
I have feelings for you, and I mean it because it is true
Other than you, emotionally, I could never been seen through
I'm so confused, by my last girlfriend, I was abused
It didn't mean anything, you just made me think I'd lose
You said "ew" but I ignored it, took those sad feelings and destroyed it
I was resilient and strong for telling you feelings exploited
I'll admit, I was a dick to my former best friend Jace
Not to impress, nevertheless, just to see your smiling face
All I ever seized was your happiness and thrill
I do care about you and I always have, always will

[Chorus]
So long as our love is true, I can't frown
I stand tall as a king without his crown
The queen stands beside me now
We take a bow, before the crowd
This beauty brings a lonely tear to my eye
If you left me I would die and I don't know why
It started with trivial rumors and commotion
Now it's pure emotion, look at the blood roses

[Verse 2]
These words are hard to express stronger than the rest
It's a test for the emotions put into words the best
A relationship with commitment - that is what my goal is
And I search into your heart - that's where my soul is
We've been friends since July, dating for a few days
But you still make me gaze off into space
These thoughts race, I should've done it sooner
And I'm certain when I did it, I could've been smoother
But I was not, but that won't make me drop
So long as you're my adrenalin, my love will never stop
I know it sounds bad, and my lyrics are so cheesy
But saying what love means to you out loud just isn't easy
Sometimes I have to set my friends aside-
And oblige for you, steppin' away from these thoughts of suicide
What makes it hard is having no one to love you
Harsh mother, no father, no role model, it is just you
But through the struggle, I bottled this love, livin' a lie
Combining sadness and love brings a tear in my eye
Just know I love you and that I always have
Just knowing you're at my side makes me much less sad

[Chorus x2]

And now it's gone...