Anemic - Redemption [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
I rewrote my story, started over my odyssey
Honestly, I'm exhausted of not handling this properly
Amid this world with sodomy, you treat me like your property
Because of what I've done when I ignored the prophecy
I was a prick to Jace because it's reward gets me off
But that's what my revelation was, like a bomb it sets me off
I needed to make a change to avoid danger
I had to wake up and take up redemption sooner or later

My skylights gleamed and I knew what I had to do
Apologize, and that is exactly what I rap to you
I wish for forgiveness for the shit that I've done
The path I must take now shines brighter than the sun
Matt, I know I've been a bad human being
But now the light has guided me to what I should be seeing
We've collaborated regardless of the fact that I was a jerk
I was inconsiderate and made everybody else hurt

I was rude and it was crude to do this shit again
But I've got a path to amend, and hope to repent for my sin
You can skin me alive because I've lost reason to strive
The last motherfucker alive lost his unbroken stride

The tale spoken tells you I'm unbroken and untouched
Legacies to live on, our hands still clutched
The suspense brings me back to the question
Why do some of you think my journey will lead to regression?

[Verse 2]
This isn't a monarchy, but all the mediocrity
In this country makes me feel animosity
Anemia - you could look it up in an encyclopedia
"A lack of vitality," not true, ask the social media
Don't duffer from catatonic schizophrenia
If you get too excited, you'll fuse and have amnesia
But back to the story, we all have big goals
Searching our souls that are now anemic as charcoal

This searching has no more point than a couch
There isn't any (and then some) without a doubt
We're doing things without purpose or cause
Just the souls that we lost tryna fix out flaws
We aim for perfection and forget the actual fact
Factually, if you seek something bleak, you'll never escape the attack
But what you lack is guidance and true perception
A spirit to be lifted to aim towards your redemption

You're rubbing off on me, all of your wisdom
But I want to ventilate and get the hat out of my system
But really, that's what got me here initially
I individually acted in anger hypocritically
Tryna say sorry for stealing your light tonight
I paved for what I craved, my redemption out of sight
You act like I incite all this shit intentionally
But eventually, disbelief will bite you in the ass like a centipede

Darkness constantly surrounds the galaxy
Rapidly, stars collide at the sound of rapping MCs
I'm nervously waiting for the final collision
The course I imagined, the thing I always invisioned

[Outro]
You have one final decision to make
You can redeem me or let my shining stars fade
Don't let the collision of fate die because of my actions
Word-clashing, trappin' the niggas you were accused of attackin'
I can't do anything but take what I said back
I'm not full black, but I can scream at the battle clap
Before the battle's over, supply me with one answer
Will you redeem me for all the things that I've clashed for