Aye Ray - Ray [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
I lost faith in Jesus when I knew that I was living with Satan
So much emotional pain, that all I know now is hate and
Never experienced lovin’, so all I’ve got left is hatin’
Hopin’ my momma would change, But I’m still standin’ here waitin’
Don’t get me wrong, you know I got a lot of love for my mother
Parents divorced, so it was her alone with me and my brother
Working two jobs, in desperate need of a significant other
They never worked, so she was always on the search for another
When I’m in school, I always seem to be the classroom comedian
I’m either funny or sad, there’s never really a median
I’m with Adam and Eve in Eden, and apples we eatin’
We like to break the rules, because we’re disobedient deviants

[Verse 2]
My middle name’s Kurtis, I think it's common courtesy
For you to get to know me as I continue my story
I’m checkin’ my inventory, god dammit I’m out of glory
I’ll bury you in a quarry, while telling you that I’m sorry
When you’re determining who the best in the game would be
Take a look around and realize that it’s none other than me
I sit and wonder why I’m so weird and it’s probably
‘Cause I’m an anomaly that is commonly a rapping wannabe
Apology for my modesty, I’m an oddity
I’m constantly causing harm to me, seeking harmony
The prophecy tryna tell me that I’m a prodigy
But honestly I think I’m just better off doing comedy
This rap is helping me find myself like an odyssey
I’d probably do a better job if I studied psychology

[Verse 3]
Y’all are rapping ‘bout things you do not possess
Who you tryna impress? I can probably guess
I rap ‘bout my experiences and why I’m a mess
But I just wanna progress, and maybe be a success
There are things in need of address, I gotta get off my chest
The things I need to express, emotions that I repress
I had a fairly happy childhood, I gotta say
I’d never guess I’d grow to be the man I am today
But it just happened, my outlook on life just blackened
​As I progressively saddened, I’m nothing what I imagined
They say the happiest people are always the saddest
I’m definitely the maddest, you can tell by my Facebook status
There's a darker side to my mental, my life is so uneventful
Why am I so resentful, Why am I wasting potential?
I’ll be a doctor if laughter’s the best medicine
I’d rather do stand-up than write more rhymes in my bed again
All of you acting feminine, injectin’ estrogen regiments
I’m a genuine gentleman, rappin’ like I was Eminem