B Dynasty - I Mean It (Remix) [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Verse 1: B Dynasty
I go nights and nights no sleep at all
I go through it all with my head down but music up
And just knowing that my God’s enough, what?
Yall think I don’t really feel the stuff I feel
And that I do things like this here to be approved
Uh that may be true but I mean the truth when I spit no lisp
But I’m slurring words I mean it when I say it that I don’t deserve it none of it
So I spit mean clean but I don’t mean to be offensive
I’m just on the offensive just tryna score
I’m tryna score no more no more letting up time to pick this up
And never set it down I smile like a clown when I’m frowning on the inside
Can you tell me why I don’t know why but the sky is high I wanna feel so high
I wanna make it by and just not try but how how can I do this now
I keep messing up but I’m getting up just quiet shh
Lemme think for a while
Beats are my therapy but I don’t mean that I mean it that I gotta problem
I’m fine I’m fine I’m ok I’m ok ok I’m not ok but I don’t wanna say
For sure what’s bothering me
Yall proud of me yall smiling at me
I failed and I don’t understand anything that’s going on
What I mean to say I can’t see I need glasses please contacts for me
Wide eyed cuz this stuff is serious I’m delirious
Is there a fix for us someone pick me up I need a pick me up
I need a coffee stuff is sticky like it’s toffee
I feel sick to my stomach I’m coughing
My throat hurts did I eat some dirt I know I’m feeling myself so I’m feeling dirt
Everywhere I touch it hurts
Every move I make it aggravates but I’m raising the stakes I take many takes when I record
But there’s only one take in life
No mixing mastering what I mean is how I do it that’s how it’s left so I take a left
And another left and I’m left right where I started
Now pardon me it’s bout to get dicey I’m tryna think lemme keep it straight
Why do yall hate why do I hate why am I fake
Man I make mistakes but I cover it up with a Band-Aid the scar I left on you I just leave it there
And to bring more pain I rip the hair right off your arms
That’s my thought
You hurt me so I hurt you too but times two
I throw fits like a child but I can’t fit my little bros clothes
So I know I’ve grown but have I grown will I ever let it go
I can’t do it anymore
I’m dying but I’m killing them by me dying
That makes no sense but in my head it makes some sense
But only two so maybe instead I should get a different view
I need new eyes I wanna a be a new guy
A new size of pants is what I wanna fit in but I don’t wanna fit in anymore
To yall silly little molds like its play-dough
No I’m not playing bro
I mean this my meaning is bigger than me
So much so that id skip my sleep just to get these words off me
A 70 pound bar off my chest so I can rest let God do the rest I’m just tryna pass this test
But I need tutoring is there a guide book
Maybe I should take a look at the Bible right in front of me
Take a look at it and then look at me
What do I see?
I don’t wanna say
Yall probably think that I’m so secure but I’m insecure like an unlocked house
I got many doubts and I mean that
I got many cracks I meant that
I feel lost I mean that
I can’t talk I mean that
Lord do a 180 yea give me faith I mean that
Fill my soul I mean that
Lead my path I mean that
Bless my mouth I mean that
Cuz my means are at an all-time low I need to let stuff go
So I can float above my problems, my hate, they hate
Anything just so I can be in line with you parallel to you I give my life to you
So you do what you will I mean it
Bless my pen every word I right I give it meaning share my life let em see
Like they screening I’m immature I got growth to do
And growing 4 inches ain’t gonna do
Only listening to you that’s what I’m meant to do
I mean my life for you cuz what is it without you
I’m just dust with no purpose like a lame arm I’m worthless
Lord use me please choose me to do this for you