B Dynasty - Re-occuring Nightmare [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Verse 1: B Dynasty
Staring into the darkness no sound just my own breath
And that deep pounding in my chest
I don’t know what it is but it’s staring me in the face
Tearing apart my courage no words can form from my mouth
I feel the cold air and the air that I breathe begins to fade
The floor falls beneath this place
And voices screaming loudly all seem to surround me
Pierced souls that I’ve hit and wounded scars that I’ve kissed
I hide my face
I just wanna awake
The voices stop and I’m back at my mom’s cussing her out in my head but not to her face cuz I’m afraid
But she pissed me off
She tell me one more thing ima have to escape
I hear the horn sounds and cars are passing me by
I’m up to here with stress and anxiety made me a mess suicides becoming an option
I’ll take that noose and call it my suicidal necklace
Walking down that street with my tears steady streaming
Fighting the feeling in me to walk into the street and let that blue Honda hit me
Flashes of her face
Pictures of my family they all come to my mind and keep me on my path home
Someone help me my chest is tight I can’t breath
But who cares I don’t want this life
Trying to act like I’m ok all my friends they think I’m fine
My closest friend she don’t know this fact that I wanna die
It all disappears and I awake in sweat still scared to death that I almost forced my own death