Baliva - Indifferent [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Verse One
I spent all my days just hoping it wasn't so
Still the facts in front of me but I won't let go
I'm hoping that I'm wrong and this is all just a show
Reality hurts and it stings just like a blow

Used to be an optimist, I'm falling like a pessimist
I tried so many times but Im chained like the elephant
Can't believe I'm here again , no one else is left to blame
Need to free my mind, And break the bond, coz it's not a chain

The pain of broken trust, it all feels the same
A different face but it seems like the same game
We used to trust each other, our hearts are getting harder
The pain is getting deeper, my faith is getting weaker

CHORUS
Hurt so many times, got me feeling different

People come and go, don't see the difference

Walking through this life, feeling insignificant

Hoping that success, will bring me significance

Verse 2

I'm standing at the bottom of the barrel
Circumstances got me going down in a spiral
Reaching for the sky I wanna fly like a sparrow
Every time I try I seem to fall to the gravel

Hurt so many times got me feeling so indifferent
People come and go, don't really see the difference
Walking through this life, Still feeling insignificant
Hoping that success will bring me significance

I wanna Be a self made man, keep my life in control
Fill this barrel with gold and hope it fills the hole
But it Seems so lonely like a vain pursuit
Still Feeling all the pain in my shiny suit

CHORUS
Hurt so many times, got me feeling different

People come and go, don't see the difference

Walking through this life, feeling insignificant

Hoping that success, will bring me significance

VERSE 3
Success is a drug, and I think I am addicted
Trying to cover that pain with wealth and fame
Tried to love the man in the mirror, still feeling the hurt
Tried to change my circle, never changed my worth

Deeply need to find healing, acceptance
No human heart will ever give me that perfection
Everyone will fail me, I've come to accept it
God never fails us, his love is so perfect

Really blows my mind how he continues to love me
In all my imperfections God continues to accept me
The healing never comes from the money or the fame
It deeply comes from true perfector of our faith