BoyWithUke - Trauma [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
Growing up, I never had a lot of money
I never had a phone, always was a little hungry
Used to find it hard to sleep
When I could hear my mother sobbing
I was 10 back then
I didn't have a room, had to buy used shoes
I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
And every time I fell, I would blame it on myself
Even if it was an accident

[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe, it's not what I want
Oh, I've seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks
But I'll be damned if I don't stop, and, honestly, why not?
When nobody gives a fuck?

[Chorus]
But sometimes I just can't help myself
I wanna give up trying and start doing somеthing else
Sometimеs I just get overwhelmed
I know it's in my mind, but I think I need some help
Sometimes I just can’t help myself

[Verse 2]
I was an outcast
Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
Too shy to talk about home
I always thought life was supposed to be cold
And, oh, I’ve been so lost without hope
I got a window in my head, it’s a casket
You know I've been wishing I was dead, but I mask it

[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe, it's not what I want
Oh, I've seen better days, and the moment fucking sucks
But I'll be damned if I don't stop, and, honestly, why not?
When nobody gives a fuck?

[Chorus]
But sometimes I just can't help myself
I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
I know it's in my mind, but I think I need some help

[Bridge]
Because it’s all I know
My hands around my throat
Pray that I won’t let go this time around
But every single time I try to shut my eyes
I see the reason why I’m not alone

[Chorus]
Sometimes I just can’t
But sometimes I just can't help myself
I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
I know it’s in my mind, but I think I need some help
Sometimes I just can’t help myself

[Outro]
I think we got it