Brandon D. - A Song About A Friend [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Everyday I wake up with the scars glistening (Glistening..)
Every night I see the blood stained memories (Memories..)
Of all the days I spent up, just listening, (Listening)
You wanna tell me how you notice that it's killing me,(Killing me)
But you don’t take the time to look at all the fine lines
And notice the pain, I hint at with a deep sigh, like
Alright, I gotta start breathing, calm the fuck down
Get my head to stop bleeding, I can’t believe this shit
Look what you did to me, Cold hands, writing down
Words, from my memory, Let’s see
Can I start to build a fucking legacy or will my fucking
Family die out from nothing left of me
The brain surges, working overtime to write
Detested insecurities, and it’s hurting me
More than you’ve even seen
If you wanna wound a man then take away
His family, and just watch the scene
Cause I believe, when nothing’s left to lose
You lose yourself, Letting the pain just continue
A feigned state of mental wealth
An alternate reality, that covers up the pain
As it swells, it’s a living hell, one you brought on yourself
And you let your anger sway, from the mic on the shelf
Yet you can’t hold back, cause you’re young and wild
And all the while, you’re just acting like a fucking child
You’re being stupid, the white moon sits in the sky
Letting pieces fly around it in the pitch black night
When the light goes off, everything is black
Which explains why we’re always more sad than we are glad
And I’m a fool, it runs along in my family
Love is only danger, in the end it’s tragedy
Happily dead, cause it takes away the pain
The memory of you is only killing me in vain
I’m going insane, it hurts, but I don’t shout
I only sit, with my head in my hands now
I really wish I could fix all this shit
But I need to fix myself before I can
So I can’t do it