C.C.Munster - Heartfelt [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
Dad was such a bore
Thank god we got rid of him
It's time for some Ritalin
But I'm stuck in the middle of
A laughing fit, another sip, another bit of the smoke that keeps my soul lit
Tonight is a special night, tonight is the night I feel alive again
More alive than in the last ten years
Or was it twelve? Excuse me here
How in the hell should I care about these little facts
When I'm living in dreck like this
But it doesn't have to be like this
I say as I give the mirror a heartfelt kiss
As I make another cross on my wishlist
Steven is gone and I'm sure that I killed him

[Verse 2]
I cut myself on the bottle, the pain goes full throttle
As I try to ease the pain by taking another shot
My head is feeling hot as I squash my cigarette
The smoke is so thick, you could cut it like bread
I always gave my wife nice gifts
At least I think, I don't remember
A dozen violets, in September
She was still crying two weeks later
So ungrateful
Doesn't she know paradise is where I take her?
The door clicks, I should talk to her
This is gonna be a long walk
I scream at her, she squeaks
She sees my shadow arrive on the scene
She steps back with her back to the wall
I have always been taller than her
But tonight she seems so small

[Verse 3]
She always got flowers, have another rose
For the middle of your face, like my father spoke
To my mother, Distant screaming
My eyes light up seemingly out of nowhere
You need a vase for the flowers
My head can not devour anything else than
The rush of nausea and it's power
I didn't notice it has been one hour
I step back, get to the room that I was in
I grab myself a big bottle of gin
Return to the living-room
But I couldn't consume it
Because I laughed like I howled at the moon
Then I screamed