Chadrick - Weak Wings [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]
Things change, people see things
Angel on my back but she's got a weak wing
I think it's cuz she hasn't taken off
I'm a stoic dude who always has my angel on lock
She could take me far if I ever let her
She could heal me up, she could make me better
Angel, don't go
Angel, don't go

[Verse 1]
I put my faith in you, please help me fly
Because these problems and worries will bring death upon my eyes
This world is a disguise, It's hiding all of my demons
You're telling me to go but I'm staring at the ceiling
I wanna fly away, forgive me guys if I hurt you
I know you try so hard, you said "My goal is to support you"
But frankly, I'm just tired of always losing the match
I tried to get what I wanted; karma stabbed me in the back
Do I deserve it? All the hate I spread among myself
Incapable of sympathy or loving anybody else
Menace to the world; stranger to affection
Addicted to bad chicks, another bad selection
Everyone should be happy, people might wanna love
Nothing wrong with a miracle that wasn't from above
You say that you want change, I can't promise that will happen
I'll stay up on my game though, you'll never catch me slacking
It's worse because I'm thinking
I'm thinking about packing
A gun in my shirt; sorry if something should happen
Sometimes I'm not happy and only I'm to blame
Because my friends and my lovers all wanted me to stay the same
But nah

(They're only trying to help)
(I won't let them)
(I feel weak)

[Bridge]
Things change, people see things
Angel on my back but she's got a weak wing
I think it's cuz she hasn't taken off
I'm a stoic dude who always has my angel on lock
She could take me far if I ever let her
She could heal me up, she could make me better
Please, don't go
Don't go

[Verse 2]
Get out of my head, I refuse to let you have me!
I refuse to be possessed by a voice that wants to pass me
Into another state where I am helpless; not again
The only ones who care are my parents and my friends!
Even now, as I speak, in my knees I feel weak
I give up what I want, so my brain starts to tweak
I guess It's time to make it neat; understand this
You wanna to fix my problems? go ahead, here's a list!
I am apathetic, I do not feel!
No one in this world could ever make me feel real
No one in this world can comprehend why I'm angry but I'm starting to believe
It's because I only hate me!
I can get what I want, when I want it, do I ever?
I can sleep under clouds, drown myself; rainy weather
Angel, make me better, This conflict is my own
If I put on anybody else paralyze my bones
Forget a therapist; I'm mood swinging freely
Sliding on my shoes, calling that a heelie
Reveal me
As a fraud upon living
Morph my life into a paradise
I'm the tree of the giving
Tree of the given
Take back then give em' weak wings