Charisma - Words Before Denying [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Why raised my anger i
Dedicated all this for them
Why raised my anger i escaped
Real life far too long
Pain before desire
F*cking faith before deny
Many times i was the one to blame
I sacrificed myself
When these days are over
I’ll get my vengeance for betrayal
They will meet my anger
To feel this pain and inferno
When others forgive me
I waste my life for this agony
Those forgiving faces make me feel lost
Out of reality
Mirror has two sides i never
Wanted to see them both
Why is my face sad when i
Feel like i’m smiling
Words before denying
F*cking truth before lying
Many times the truth was same as lie
I didn’t believe
Conceited smile on their face
Condemnation in front of my head
And nothing seemed clear to me
Nothing but the truth was demand