[Verse]
My Influence is life, that's real my man
I can go all day and go all night
About whats in God's plan
But if I can figure it out, its not a good one man
And shout out to Brandon, that's real my man
You said that shit, i listened to you
You took me back, i feel that man!
You took me in, I live how I can
You bought me things, i could not of had
You made me feel like I had a plan
No homo man, you got that girl and im searching man
I want a girl that can understand
I rap about shit that I have planned
That's not hard to comprehend, i get it
I've pushed the line again, man i did it
If i fucked up, girl ill admit it
And I'm real into you, yeah I'm addicted
You fuck a lot of guys, man fuck that shindig
I understand you hate what you did
But you don't ask permission you ask forgiveness
And you fucked that guy, yeah you're the witness
And that's fucked up, when you're 18
You need to live life, live like a queen
The queen you are
That's what you are
You're a fucking star
Listen to me please, fuck those losers
They don't want you man, they're fucking users
But people don't believe me
Because I cuss
Because I express myself with an added plus
Because I use different ways to discuss
And that's fucked up
But you know what
I won't listen to them, if they don't listen to me
I can't explain my sins man, that's my plea
And i love my life, i mean it really
I love and hate chemo, i mean sincerely
I love my cancer, it changed my life
It made me better, cut like a knife
It's hard in the world, i mean it is
But people support me, i love that shit
But when i die, i won't forget it
I just pray i live long, like a sentence
And i mean it, i can't repay you, i mean it
A life of darkness and you're the light
Like the moon at night, like a sunrise
You brighten my day, and i love when you do
You act different ways, and i understand you
You understand me, and that's impossible
You break the laws, of what is possible
You make me question the world, demean it
You make me wonder if I, can see it
You influence me, I can't imagine how we can agree
But we do you see? and that's magic to me
It's crazy to me, to see all you motherfuckers hate on me
I apologize for the shit I've done, but i don't regret anything son
You go in, I go in
You go out, I show them
The life that I live, is slowly approaching
An end, unimaginable
I've sinned so strong
That's the shit I write in my songs
And you think I'm strong
But I'm not
I know that if I love life, i cannot be wrong
And that's the life I live for, that's the love i work for
You're the one I search for, you're the one i care for
You're the one I know more
Yeah
And we know each other girl, you influence me
You have no idea what you did to me
You made me love life, you made me live for it
You were there, when I didn't adore it
And I swore it, you let it pass by
But for you, id stand for it
It's you
That I look up to
