Clive - Snap [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

V1:
You could be forgiven… but probably not forgotten
You could even listen but not do any talking
Feels like I've been sitting in a coffin
Mouth full of earthworms, I'm cursed and just coughing
Then coffee in the pot boils, toast pops I've been
Sleepwalking, for the most part silent
Not that I don't have enough to say it's just that
There's nobody who cares enough to stay
So I'm rocking, back and forth in a chair
With the door locked and I've already failed
Marching in the city, window shopping
For a heart on sale, caught in a tale penned by Kafka
Wandering, wondering how I bothered to conjure up the strength to still
Live inside this heartbreak hotel
No monetary charge, your scars they pay for themselves
It got it's name cause your heart's the key card
And when you swipe it, it breaks
It's hard to keep on when you're one of the mice in a maze
Or a dog in a leash from night to day and day to night life is a race
But where we running to? like we're enslaved, chasing nothing new
But a giant embrace and loving you might do the trick to silence this rage
Quiet the cries on the page and tame the fire ablaze
Erase the grey sky and paint it with daylight
Take back the comfort food
No longer want to be afraid of succumbing to the cake that they fed us
I'm fed up, I met up face to face with myself and cried
To the all seeing eye to stop my demise
But I'll be alright, it's all in the mind... right?

Take me by surprise
Right before i break
Cause I don't know if I should cry or laugh
At all the mistakes I've made
This rage inside is real
So don't tell me I didn't warn you
I'm about to snap
Break down and snap

V2:
You could be the villain, but tell me you're a saint
But who we really kidding, you'll never truly change
Everything is straight and you're thinking that you're sane
'Til you're pushed to the edge and you break
Entering a state of energy deflation
Been sentimental lately the better days of an infant
Gone, lost, never to return
Go on, toss a penny for a verse 'til my energy emerges again
Purges the venom inside, where the enemy lies
Words I got many but many think I need levity. Why?
Probably cause I seem to be sending the vibe that I'll be ending my life soon
But not so, I bloom in the hour of doom...
Snow fell, formed, now melts
But don’t bother to help, you can’t
Ignore these knocks on my door both sides of the walls are closing
No signs of a soul, can't break me though, I'm already broken
This feeling follows me no matter where I go
It's ubiquitous it just keeps lurking
Like a shadow that I battle beneath my surface
Sounds of thunder summoning clouds of water hovering down I’m smothered
Under and drowning approaching the moment, soaking it feels like I'm floating
In the unknown, no notion of where I'm going
Motionless in the cold deep ocean
Catching up for years of no sleep
The last dormancy or the final awakening
My heart is still but my mind is wavering
Destroys me from inside but I
Paid for my ticket might as well enjoy the ride
I fly, I bawl my eyes out and crawl inside my own mind
So I'm on my own again, holding only a pen needed to get in the zone again and focus in on growing so fast
Strange how we open the gash to cope with the blast
Like taking moments to chat to go over facts
A daunting darkness harvests a carnage within me
Intrinsic cynicism I'm feeling like a target's hit me
Insufficient armour to guard it
Hoping the wind received my caution
The harshest alarm that disarms my inhibited recluse
You're late old friend, what's kept you?
I've finished all my letters that I’ve penned to my nephews
Hope my fam's proud of what I’m bout to step through
A pending recipient, since my incipient awareness
Steps crept since my first breath I"m staring
With a relentless tension, I'm careless
Waiting and resting, my fading reflection
Since conception, seeds were sown
Now I'm not apprehensive let me free my soul, let's commence to end this
I'm eager so, take me now