Detox - Home [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]
Father, I'm going through some heavy things
It seems like this world ain't getting any better
Please lemme explain myself

[Verse 1]
Dusty trophies, dirty floors, wet rags, I’m expunged
Middles never noticed, desperate to get out of this dump
Hot wind, trash everywhere, bad leftovers, I want out
Lone wolf doing good without it, lemme sail my route
Head down, slouched body, and annoyed attitude
And you still don’t have a clue of what I’m going through
Instead you retaliate, looks like I gotta deal on my own
Tension fills the air, please excuse me I wanna dwell alone
Tryna get out of the house, anywhere is better than here
Hermit searching for hospitality, the cure for my drear
Stayed in many places labeled as 5-star hotels
But the services I received made it seem like a cheap motel
Grew up in the pews with the Triple JMC crew
Even within church no one knows of my latest issues
If I don’t get care, notice, understanding from my fam
It’s all good, just know that God’s gonna take me as I am

[Hook]
I’m just looking for love, it’s out there I know
Feeling like an orphan out in the streets
Looking for home
I really can’t feel it in here, it must be somewhere out there
Searching for safety and care
Yeah I’m feeling outta place, I want out on this place
A lone wolf wants to be embraced
Wanna feel loved every day

[Verse 2]
Trust me I ain’t taking life for granted
Only tired of the same, I hope you understand this
I don’t wanna move, that ain’t the main problem
Just wanna travel and search for affection
Forget the lectures it doesn’t work like school
Be approachable and notice what I’m going through
I say I’m ok when it ain’t alright
Please stop with the looks I don’t want to fight
Wasting time
Arguing back and forth
For the moment please be kind
You don’t care, you don’t care
Gonna head out of this place
And look for my own space
Find, a site with sympathy
Is to be caring so much to really ask for
Guess I’ll knock on other doors

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
Moving from city to city but still kept despair
Just hoping that one day love will appear somewhere
No matter where I am, no matter where I go
There’s someone who’s always been with me from long ago
My rock, my fortress, my deliverer, my King
My shield, my salvation, my stronghold, my everything
When everyone went along, they left me all alone
But Jesus reached out to me, looks like I finally found home

[Hook]