Detox - Migraines [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
Sometimes I just wanna rip off my face
Grab a pistol and blow my brains out
Burn my mouth with acid so I can’t taste
Stab my eyes with knives so I can’t scout
Pull out every single hair till I’m bald
The life I envisioned ain’t the one I ball
Cut deep into my fresh, bare, and dirty skin
Heavy brain filled with records of all my sins
Bored, messy, and stressful life tires me
Textures aggravate me, people annoy me
Dirty house irritates me, dreams scare me
My haters don’t faze me, lots of stuff make me angry
I can paint a picture with my mind
So abstract there ain’t no meaning you can find
Squeeze tight my fists and just wreck everything
Future is foretold of melancholy things
Body about to tumble, so skinny my bones show
Weak body I’m still so young yet I feel so old
Uh, yeah that ain’t a good feeling
All these thoughts in my head keep spilling
My voice is only a peep compared to others
Only if my brain can speak I’d be louder
The studies tell me that my stats ain’t good enough
Numbers and letters make me rough
Throw the notes and work into the flames
But hating the books ain’t part of my aim
Keep repeating depressing and harsh songs
I’ve thought suicidal thoughts for too long
Cause I wonder why I should suffer on Earth
Sometimes I wished I could erase my birth
Let it all out, I say let it all out
Journey of pain, such a suffering route
Using rhymer.com, the dictionary, and thesaurus
To write my rhymes and lines, I really suck
Man, sometime I get sick of listening to music
If I could open my ears to the world and listen
I keep seeing all these visions and flashbacks
I see objects still clinging on my icky taint
I don’t even feel like a saint, but a slum
My whole body is so unhealthy I’m numb
The heat and cold always hits me so hard
Fears of crashing if I decide to drive a car
Please slap me in the face and wake me up
By myself all the time I’m going insane
The rain, is so depressing and down
I can’t seem to turn my frown upside down
Yeah, I’m a beast I’m a beast
I’m an animal, my mind can just take over
I wanna jump off a cliff and splatter
Random people don’t think it really matters
Take a nap from a long day
Get back up with slumber and cranky attitude
Wish my coming days wouldn’t be like this
Hitting and smashing things with my fist
Society can say whatever they want
Going to school without care of what I wear
I’m a zombie, I just keep on consuming things
Materialism is so evil, I feel like a monster
Gloomy sight, cracked lips, pimple and acne
So stressed and tired I don’t get enough sleep
Clipping my dirty fingernails to cover my trail
Eating random snacks and food, so stale
I’m lazy and moving slow I’m a snail
Trading for a pet raven, giving away a quail
Clear my throat I know I have much to say
Ahem, about my boring and horrible everyday
Negative has affected me so much
Every year is differently hurtful and tough
On my grind, yeah no stopping
Fam, friends, and fans could give me some loving
Stretching and cracking my back and bones
Knots in my back, my whole body is stone
Switching up my same clothes and style
Ain’t like you kids who can buy your own style
Creative and thinking mind that adds spice
But this intelligence of course has a price
I so wish the internet didn’t exist
It’s helpful, but does more bad than good
Injecting social network and websites
Into my veins, needles win over the fight
Don’t you dare call me garbage or trash
I’m a lot more terrible than that good stash
Me and Jadakiss receive them nightmares
This is my curse, these headaches I can hardly bear
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