Detroit Leprechaun - The Thrill Is Gone - June 17th 2014 [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I am wordless and without rhyme
I choose to avoid any sort of technical limitation right now
I’ve aged disproportionately
I reach out to others, but there is only so far I can go
They must clasp
I think a root may be that I am only partially broken
I could use some help but can function without any
Maybe it would be best if that demolition were completed
I try not to have multiple personalities, but I feel I cannot help my chameleon friendships
I hope this being scattered will help you peer inside my dilemma
Sadness is superior to feeling nothing
I feel most alive when I’m depressed
I wonder if it’s better to fall back into the world I once knew
The one of sports, video games, and lighthearted edginess
But I’m cursed to feel incomplete in that life
And in this one, the melancholy one
I always fear that I will be exposed to the wrong person
And that they will hurt me
I’m conscious of the sound of my typing, the skinniness of my fingers
My veins popping out of my hands as usual
The digital age owns me
My most stable friendships are with people I have never met
But what I hate most about this era is that it has created the fear of nothingness
I used to never be able to fall asleep
Now, I cannot fall asleep in silence
My whole life is kind of to theme music

I’d say what I hurt most of is feeling like a waste
That I have so much to share and no one to share it with
Often, I feel that my dreams of relationships get in the way of friendships
This is raw
My condolences if I’m sounding corny
But one you’re in the story, you know it’s real
I value sincerity above everything else
It took me a long time to find the right word for it

It’s not even night time right now
I’ve finally found out how I want to distribute this
And the timestamps will be at the end
It’s 6:31 PM right now
It would be dark if it was winter

You know that feeling you get when you watch too much TV or play too much video games?
That burning sensation in your eyes
Where you don’t know whether to sleep (because it hurts) or to carry on
I have that feeling both literally and figuratively, this very moment
Until I feel another wave
I think I’ll sleep, literally, now

Current Anthem:
Kurt Kobain by Proof
Adjective:
Gaunt