Deviant Zen - In the Cold [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1: Deviant Zen]
Look at all this tundra and snow
It's a hundred below zero degrees in Fahrenheit
This world that I'm in is so cruel that I'm thinking
Bout dying to get into paradise
I'm tired of seeing this barren sight
All alone and freezing to death
Tired of meaningless steps to receive your respect
So cold, so weak, so depressed
Dealing with stress I'm trying to cope
Looking everywhere to find some hope
And if I don't find it then all I know
Is that I'll stop living life and start dying slow
Feels like I'm going down an icy road
Cuz nothing is under my control
So I brake but I keep on sliding forwards
Down a path to death society chose
It's so hard to live up to the expectations
Everyone has of you
Money comes first in every situation
And if you don't have it than ain't nobody love you
That's no way to live. I swear to god I'm done
My father once told me to have those goals to achieve
If I don't than I'm not his son
But don't get it twisted and wrong
See I know that you only want what's best for me
But shouldn't I be the judge of that
Shouldn't I handle my own destiny?
Your advice is sound and yes, I agree
With a lot of what you say but let me be
I'm pretty sure I know what I'm doing with my life
And the definition of success for me

[Verse 2]
Time passes and people change
I guess I should have foreseen it being this way
It is what it is so I'll live with it
But there's a couple of things I need to say
To all my old friends who are strangers now
There is no need for y'all to feign a smile
Your spot in my circle is vacant now
It's your fault things will never be the same
Riding to the death?
Well you're not here I assumed you died
You crossed me now you're crucified
Don't expect me to be at your funeral, mate
See I used to think y'all there for me
But when I was down you were never around
So, if you ever strike out in life than
Imma just laugh hysterically
I ain't even bothered, already forgotten
About that lying old crew I lost
When I was just trying to do my part
Y'all were driving an icicle through my heart
That's the reason I'm cold as ice
Want to warm up to me? Not a chance!
Just keep your distance and I'll keep mine
But come near and get crushed by an avalanche
By the way, one more thing
For you critics and doubters
Think what you feel and say what you will
But guess what you ain't gonna limit my power
That's it I've spoken I'm on the road
Not stopping to sniff at the flowers
Walking a snowstorm
Icy determination yeah this is my hour!