Diamond Wilson - Teen angst [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I woke up in the morning; only to be swung down to my feet
So I laid there until the wet grass and dirt clung to me like crazy glue
Ever since I came here she's got me in her sights
She keeps telling me that everything's alright
Except I'm coughing up blood all the time
Why won't they tell me the truth
I'm listening to every word the the teacher says
'but I'm not as cheap sleeping in this dirty bed
But this bored place is perfect to me' just repeat please
Those dirtbags could give some prove
I can't afford the thoughts that I think and sleep doesn't come cheap
Sometimes I find my sanctuary in the long nights on the bridge
The same one I jumped off of, only splitting my ribs
I killing all of my cells
I twisted in pain and there was nothing to gain
Except her breath and the fingers that beat bare at my chest
I'm not sure of the rest
But I'm doing my best so please don't send me to hell
My favorite nightmare lays at home
Her eyes will watch me for a while until dim from this life