Eedee - The Moon's Imaginary Friend [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I'm havin' a hard time tryna put this into words
And it's worthless if I should, cause it hurts me really good
Need to hurry if I'm pushin', pushin', p-p-pushin'
Pushin' for me to get off my ass and figure out how I'm workin' this out
All this weight, find myself fallin' face first
Taste the dirt tang, it can't hurt, cause it ain't her
What's an earthquake to the Moon?
What's a birthday to the two -
Eyeballs shut in the coffin
I cough, fuck it, it's awesome
And to top it all off
From the bottom to top
If calling it soft takes away from the message in the bottle
Then fakin' emotion's plain then it's over -
And tomorrow if we found water on Mars
Then realistically I should be able to get right out of the slump
And pick myself up, get over this hump and ugh, fuck...

And no matter what, no matter what
You light up my life like a savage Sun
You think I haven't won
You think I haven't won
You think I haven't won, well... you're right

I've been losin', losin' my mind slow
Like using a light bulb till it fades, my eyes go out
The time runs out, tick-tock, it got louder
I sought shelter, but freezin' rain froze in the air
Clear as day, I saw it's here to stay
And it follows me away as I retreat from surreality
You feelin' me? I deal with these, feelin's keep
Poppin' up at the most awkward times
Nibble on my popcorn while
I search for clues of where the fuck my mind went
The time spent outweighs the benefits of the brightness
Versus the darkness
That comes with the gazin' of stars
I'm makin' this harder on myself, slow down, it's not worth it
There's a fine line that I'm tip-toeing around
Cause I can't see it in the night-time
But I'm fine...
Just ignore my cries...
I'm drowning...

I cough, gasp, stutter, cough up water as I
Mutter to myself what saved me from this fucking hell
Then I stumble onto the flames, caught in the rain
The part of my brain that deals with logic tells me
This can't be real, but the answer's here - it's probably shame
I wash away the memories, the sin
The enemies within, its sendin' me a pen...
Every moon rise is a new tide
And you tried to be the good guy, I mean I'd like to, but tonight -
It's good-bye, and I put my heart and soul
Into Pandora's Box, that door is locked
And I can't even breathe without you in my life anymore
I'm fightin' a war, with a knife and a sword
December freezes my neck with needles
Look up to the heaven's screaming "Remember me?"
I'd hope so, because I won't go
Anywhere else, cause where I wanna be is in your arms
Fight with my head cause it recalls
Your smile, my heart begins to start
And every heartbeat and intake of breath
Never miss you long, every wink and yawn
Every blink and song
Every kiss and talk is for my love as it lingers on...
...It's so bad, waitin' for you
To come back around like a phase of the moon
There's no man, baby it's you
I'm hatin' it too; maybe it's true
That the past is out to keep you down
I see you then and I see you now...

I'm havin' a hard time tryna put this into words
And it's worthless if I should, cause it hurts me really good
Need to hurry if I'm pushin', pushin', p-p-pushin'
Pushin' for me to get off my ass and figure out how I'm workin' this out

250,000 miles away
I wouldn't even miss it, but the time in a day
Just isn't enough, because even in my dreams
I see - that my feet are on the ground
And I breathe in all around
Because God knows the Cosmos
Doesn't stop for you to cross it
Know that no black hole is a mosh-pit
So back home isn't all what I want
I have it at the end...
The moon's imaginary friend...

[him]
God damn it. Who leaves a message
And doesn't pick up their phone when they get the call back?
I hate you sometimes, man...
Anyway, sounded like something serious happened
You know my door is always open for ya, man
Talk to you soon