Hanstead - What I've Done [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1; Hanstead]
I walk through the door and I see it and my heart sinks//
There’s a note on the side, to play with my heart strings//
Hundred thoughts are going on, I need to have a hard think//
God please no, there’s questions to be answering//
I run around the house, god I got to find her//
If I give her one kiss, it will act as reminder//
Checking all rooms, but she can’t be found//
So I grab the note, but it drops me to the ground//
As I start reading, the tears are rolling down my face//
I’m feeling so sick…I read it & it brings out the pain//
I can’t believe it’s happening, I don’t know how to stop the pain//
So I keep on reading and this what she says//

[Verse 2: Hanstead]
I can’t stop throwing up, I don’t know what to do//
How is this happening, I should have been watching you//
Its all my fault, I should have been stopping you//
I should have seen it coming, it wasn’t a shock in truth//
I wasn’t there for you, this is all my mess//
I should of just helped you, I’ve should of seen your stress//
I can’t live without, I’m sorry I’ve let you down//
We would be together, if I respect you now//
I know it’s really hard for you, but always you and I//
I know it’s my fault, but I deserve more than suicide//