Hazardous - Timeless [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse]
I daydream about lavish living
I daydream about sold out shows that came to see Andre Hickland
But then I wake up and I realize where I'm sitting
In a school where I'm conflicted and don't feel like I fit in
These trust issues constantly testing my sanity
I doubt the amount of faith I could put in trill family
That's my circle I should tell them the shit that I'm dealing with
But I put it to a pad spit and hope that y'all can feel the shit
I stay quiet like I run with a crew of criminals
Insecure despite the fact that I act like I'm invincible
I roam the hallways and they treat me like I'm invisible
I bet if I dropped dead only then would they become pitiful
I get these weird looks everywhere that I go
Trill Carl's name is being chanted from people he don't even know
Honestly I'm not jealous I just always stay on the low
When I'm just as talented coming at it with a different approach
Tell me I can't play guitar because of my black skin
It's stereotypical that I rap a battle I can't win
They throw anything at me tryna under my skin
So much I need to address that I don't know where to begin
I'm starting to talk to people whom I never spoke to
Loosing bonds with people that I once considered myself close to
We go from friends one day to strangers the next
Why you fail to acknowledge my existence got me feeling perplexed
Love making mom proud but grades just ain't doing it
Working a 9-5 the thought of it is ludicrous
All that I got left is a dream and I'm perusing it
Can't envision a life where I don't make it in this music shit
I scroll through my phone it seems like everything's changing
Now that I rap some people wanna treat me like I am famous
Others disregard it like they don't know what my name it
Hard to make moves when your caught between being loved and between hatred
3 am I fight the symptoms of benedril
Perfecting my craft making sure every single line is aggression filled
Being sure that when I do this creative juices are spilled
And still I promise you this here is only being instilled
Still they could never see my work ethic
I'm working 24/7 like 7-11 to slaughter any skeptic
My schedule is hectic my style is authentic
I'm poetic I'm stay strapped with infamous crystal method
I'll spit my ass of till I drop dead
And say something impactful with the last words of my breath
When there's a halo over my head I don't want to leave with regret
I want every word that I said to be something you can't forget
This is my passion addiction I'm only driven by ambition
I want the world to listen that my one and only mission
It's not easy everything that I've done was never a given
They want me quit but I could never give in to submission
Anyone doubting I refuse to even mention
When you see me at the top maybe then will you pay attention
I don't need your hoes, ya money and I don't need all that attention
All I need's my squad, a pen, 20 dollars and elmont sessions