Heartsick - Break Free [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1:Heartsick]
They catch me on the corner of the streets and ask me
What happened to my talents of my rapping
What happened to me? Do you know, son
I got sick and tired, got caught up in my emotions

I used to rock the mic, spit lyrics that got you wondering
Today to stand up, I'm stumbling
The cheers of the crowd is faded in the background
For the next show, I ain't coming back around

Stay in home, sip on 22, hit on those sugars
My nightmares haunt me like Freddy Kruger
And when i wake up, am dead scared, sweating all over
My heart beats races, i feel like its all over

So I've been dosed on Prozac and Xanax
And the fact is, its hard to live with these panics
I feel like am manic, but the truth is am an addict
To music, but i cannot break free, 'cos am stuck to this planet

[Chorus: Ashleigh Munn]
The dark nights and coldness that follows
I can't help but think about tomorrow
When the light might shine on me
And I, get my chance to break free


[Verse 2: Heartsick]
Every day passes for everyone
Everyday is different for everyone
But i feel the same, i don't wanna get outta my bed
I feel cozy within this virtual shield

I used to speak just to infect the airwaves
When i passed the roads, i got hugs from my babes
But now, my studio's bare
I wish i can change, but further i don't wanna fare

Protected in negativity, i feel like a recluse
I'm alive, but am fading in my pulse
My gain is reducing by every passing seasons
Am burning down like leaves in them autumns

So close yet so far, i can see my goal
But on every direction i fall into holes
Deep into abyss, and endless fall
And life is like as it always was

[Chorus: Ashleigh Munn]
The dark nights and coldness that follows
I can't help but think about tomorrow
When the light might shine on me
And I, get my chance to break free

[Verse 3 - J2age]
Have you ever had a fear of growing up
When your dreaming your scheming about never waking up
Living in the past is the wrong way and rough
Do it for your future believe in yourself and be tough
Don't throw away your problems drink and throw up
That's not the way to be so dude give it up
Ya got to live it up for all them haters creeping up
You got to keep it up, even if you get knocked down
Ya got to get back up, even if they threw a bluff
But i think I've had enough, come on reach deep within
And feel the love, lost my dad at 16, so I'm doing it for my dreams
Lets all please believe, in ourselves and our brothers and our sisters
Unless you think we were put on this earth to hurt one another
Never that, but the fact is that we all go through hard times
You just gotta find a way through them and mine is making rhymes

[Chorus: Ashleigh Munn]
The dark nights and coldness that follows
I can't help but think about tomorrow
When the light might shine on me
And I, get my chance to break free

[Outro: J2age]
Yeah sometimes you got all that hatred
You just gotta let it go, know what I'm saying
Yeah, Just let it all go, yeah
Rage and Heartsick
Yeah