HeebzStreet - Let It Go [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro:HeebzStreet]
HeebzStreet
For those of you who don't know me, listen up

[Hook: Sample from Eels song 'I Need Some Sleep']
I need some sleep
You can't go on like this
I tried counting sheep
But there's one I always miss
Everyone says I'm getting down to low
Everyone says you just gotta let it go [I'm trying man]
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go [Yeah]

[Verse 1: HeebzStreet]
I never had attention, practiced rap ascension
Attacking at the tension, 'rents lacking comprehension
Back when my depression was progressing not to mention
An alcoholic mother who said I need intervention
I wonder if she'll look back and feel sad, I doubt it
I'm just glad it makes her mad to hear me rap about it
And what's fucked up is the fact that she had allowed it
And got my head so clouded, would kill for her I vowed it
Now with no where to lay I'm feeling so betrayed
Spend a day in my homies crib, feeling overstayed
'Suicidal Thoughts' - Biggie Smalls getting overplayed
Drunk as mom, reminiscing on my sober days
Voice in my head wants me dead and he's tryna taunt me
Got me giving up on god, does anybody want me?
Thought I killed the demon in me but he's back to haunt me
Plus everyone thinks I'm dumb so I rap savantly
To express not impress, that won't ever change
Tryna keep sane while I'm sleeping in the rain
Mama, your son numbs the loss with cocaine
Cause I knew if I died and you cried that's your pain, so

[Hook]

[Verse 2: HeebzStreet]
But who am I to put my mother in a song?
Especially when I'd never let another do her wrong
My sisters always crying, I'm their brother staying strong
Man I really wish you muthafuckas knew what's going on
And I'll admit it, I was never perfect
Adding to the fire getting higher, on the surface
It may seem like I'm the shit making hits, spitting raps
But on the flip I'm suicidal, losing grip and sniffing yak
And I swear I really hate it but I lose when I debate it
See life is fucked up ain't it, ain't a pretty way to paint it
My brain has gone insane from all the pain and way I tame it
It's a game so know your lane, I'm steady staying getting famous
HeebzStreet

[Hook]

[Outro: HeebzStreet and sample from Eels song 'I Need Some Sleep']
I need some sleep, time to put the ojos down [Yeah man]
I'm in too deep, and the wheels keep spinning 'round [Let 'em know]
Everyone says I'm getting down too low
Everyone says you just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go
You just gotta let it go

This my life man, this ain't a fucking song
Judge me, only god can judge me
(laughs) Fuck it
(Just gotta let it go)
I guess I did
(Just gotta let it go)
Uh
(Just gotta let it go)