Now sometimes I can’t read the dictionary
Blind to the rules, searching for a wishing fairy
Perfecting ya, but still having dyslexia, life is so scary
But you gotta focus and believe in yourself as a visionary
Now alright, sometimes I be blind to the real rules of life
Trying to bend reality, but that shit isn’t right
Cause you can try to fight, but every day brings it’s night
And that’s what’s up, cause now I’m trying to write
Ideas in which I put belief, it isn’t working aight
Cause whenever I feel bad, I can’t write about being well
It’s a spell you put upon yourself, keeping the mind tight
But you gotta search higher, try to be a flyer like the Wright’s
Getting closer to the light, but when you’re on these heights
Don’t mistake like Icarus or Sisyphus, don’t go to high, not even slight
Take it a day at a time, evolution is a slow process
So if you’re searching for progress, take these thoughts and lock that
I’m stupid for feeling connection to these objects
So I’m trying to lose them a bit, trying to knock back
Cause I need this, believe this, but sometimes I’m blind
So I always close my eyes, hoping that salvation will be the only thing I find
Now sometimes I can’t read the dictionary
Blind to the rules, searching for a wishing fairy
Perfecting ya, but still having dyslexia, life is so scary
But you gotta focus and believe in yourself as a visionary
Searching for salvation, searching for the reason of my creation
The causation of problems I’m facing, like how I can’t seem to find a relation
While girls are amazing, it’s just one of my frustrations
Cause what do you have when there is no love?
A life with an empty space, but if you have love you’ll lose your mind because of temptation
That’s a realization I have, after all these conversations I had
With all these different people, searching for the key to
Unlock the stop on their way to the top, even if some will leave you
Cause we know that, so insecurity will feed you
If you finally manage to reach to these heights like you’re a seagull
But open your third eye, not the cursed eye
Not the ones with which you would believe some are equals
Cause big shots don’t care about us, just some stupid beetles
Who you could crush any time, brainwashed since we were fetal
They say murder is illegal, so why sell weapons to us, we’re evil!
But that’s not a bad thing, long as it won’t really reach you
But when guns are so easy to get, like ones, then it might be the reason some delete you
I hate that, life without guns is easy
But these people need power, like me, I know that sounds cheesy
Cause I’m hating on weapons completely
But I would still get adrenaline when I see one, believe me
Although I’m trying to not let it feed me
It’s hard as fuck, but I will try as long as I can see me
Now sometimes I can’t read the dictionary
Blind to the rules, searching for a wishing fairy
Perfecting ya, but still having dyslexia, life is so scary
But you gotta focus and believe in yourself as a visionary
It’s hard to put yourself up there in the clouds
But you gotta find a way to help yourself sprout
And bloom, before you reach your doom, and you’ll go out
Most are too scared to try, heads filled with doubt
Crazy how we all search for a way to go our route
But when our path is clear, we learn to fear, and won’t go all out
But if that’s how you want to spend your time on earth
I’ll be happy for you when you reach your goals that are worth
Like having kids, learning them how it is, to live life since birth
Talking about your own experiences
Like how you where being robbed, the fear you sensed
Like how we’re just expenses, how you just appear defensive
How you were near offensive, but took the good path and shed a tear instead of
Fighting a war that isn’t yours
But stepping out will mean watching at prison doors
We don’t know freedom, I see that, believe that
But you gotta open your eyes, just try
Cause it will open a new path ahead, right inside your mind
Now sometimes I can’t read the dictionary
Blind to the rules, searching for a wishing fairy
Perfecting ya, but still having dyslexia, life is so scary
But you gotta focus and believe in yourself as a visionary
