Hollywood YSA - So Alive [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1- HollyWoodYSA : Living this life of sin, battling life within
Lyrics up, due the inspiration Nd a spice of gin
Homie this writing pen has got me in a different world, no kadeem or witley
Raise the volume on my mic ta ten
Sometimes i wonder if im mad for this industry
Or am i a citizen wit major lyrical tendencies
Im n a league full of phony and pretenders
While white america, always try ta throw me in the center
But i will never enter, im stick inside matrix
Goin mentally crazy, screaMing f*ck it i hate this
Its never real here
Thinkin to myself i prolly b out the hood if Litho and Sonny was still here
Important pieces missing n the puzzle
Watching annoying rappers like a pitbull, stapped on a itching muzzle
Im goin freakin crazy
So instead of pulling the trigger on my mental, i ask god, please save me....

[Hook - Hollywood YSA]: Im gettin n my zone
So i juss wanna b on my own
I been drinkin, i been smoking
So Much but i juss wanna feel so alive
I got a fam so strong, but at times i feel like im standing alone
I been drinkin, i been smoking
So Much but i juss wanna feel so alive


[Verse 2 - HollyWoodYSA] Cuz everything feels like a nightmare
Im so efficent when i write, so f*ck the fame and the hype
It seems like, u need another rappers co-sign, juss so u ca have a buzz like light year
I Made Hustle Thru The Depression, for a fine reason
I was a victim of having my pretty dime cheatin
Never hiding of what the hurt do
But i ca never front, cuz on the flip side, i was doin my dirt too
But more hurt kuz they ain't mean nothing but chicks wit weaves
But on her side, she was testing em, ready ta leave
Losing horribly
But doin everything i can ta keep her in my life and stay romantically apart of me
I was feelin like a prick tho
And so i learned, when that love is lost, juss let that sh*t GO...
But its hard ta ever move on, so fast
Feeling bitter, losing respect fa women cuz of yo past.....

[Hook - Hollywood YSA]: Im gettin n my zone
So i juss wanna b on my own
I been drinkin, i been smoking
So Much but i juss wanna feel so alive
I got a fam so strong, but at times i feel like im standing alone
I been drinkin, i been smoking
So Much but i juss wanna feel so alive

[HollyWoodYSA - Verse 3] And so i wrecken i will, Official Stichel and i recognize real
So Bryan juss tell my momma chill
Im chasing my dream and u won't ever have ta question MY WILL
WIZZARD I'm always ears up to what u teachin me, ya words is my ammo, lyrical weapon i kill
Figure the angels up in heaven gotta be doing they, it would explain all these blessings i feel....