Hopsin - Story Of Mine [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Hook]
Y'all now in the place to be and you rocking with the H-O-P
I'mma tell y'all a story of mine about how the lord put the weight on me (that's right)
Y'all now in the place to be and you rocking with the H-O-P
Pay attention closely to my story (alright)

[Verse 1]
Mommy never had shit, neither did pop
And that's exactly the reason he beat her a lot
So shit, as a kid I had to be a cheater and rob
Dealing with all of the consequences of me getting caught
Life appeared to be cool when I was young cause I ain't notice things
Rent was paid every month with no problems so it seems
And as I got older I would catch on to things
Then I start to notice that shit ain't the way its 'posed to be
Come to find out we’ve been up in a rut
My mom feeling like she got a knife stuck in the gut
And dad tripping out for no reason, cussin and stuff
I'm trying hard, sucking it up like fuck it, it sucks
And Christmas in our household was not that popular
Cause all I ever received was socks and boxers
My friend got a Power Rangers toy and a Mega-Zoid
It was official, mark it on our fucking family record: poor

[Hook]

[Verse 2]
When I was 17 my dad moved out
He refused to try help us get a brand new house
So that just me, my mom and my sister
And it was up to me to be the man to polish our future
We was slowly falling apart
I felt the pain all in my heart
When my mom would go and crawl in the dark
And cry lungs her out cause she knew that our good times is up now
I ain't know how to deal with none of it, I was strung out
Finally my 18th birthday hit
I would had left, but I had to help her pay rent
My homies got their own place, they living very nice
Sipping on some Bacardi and throwing parties every night
They mom buying cars, new 3-50 Z's
Well my moms in debt, at least 50 G's
That means I have to work harder just to get by, cause if I don't we'll be struggling for the rest of our life, fuck

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
God I hate to cuss to you, but I hate my fucking life
Nothing's right it's cold in my world, it's never summer time
It is a test? Giving me this mediocre lifestyle
If I'mma get it then it needs to happen right now
I'm one week away from jumping off a cliff
Or putting heat up to my head, and then dumping of a clip
I know you think I'm just lying, cause last time I stood next to a cliff side, I bitched out but I'mma do it this time
Man forget, we both know I'm not
I just say that stupid shit cause I'm so low on gaup
But for real tho, god man you have to help me out, cause I know the road I'm rolling on is not a healthy route
From now to back to the day I was a little kid, shit didn't brighten up a little bit
Now wouldn't you be a little pissed if this was you
Yeah I'm cursing and it's the truth
Looks like I'mma have to resort to violence to get the loot

[Hook 2]
Y'all now in the place to be and you rocking with the H-O-P
I'mma tell y'all a story of mine about how the lord put the weight on me (that's right)
Y'all now in the place to be and you rocking with the H-O-P
Thank you for listening to my story (alright)