InfiniteRapper - They Think I'm Crazy [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
This song's a crime it's evident
Murder your rhymes with better ones
All of your lines' irrelevant, always confined to barriers
Demise you're fearing it, my time is finally here and you
Hear a new sound
That'll make them stop hearing you now
But you're kind of hesitant cause I'm white as a skeleton
So you deny the talent comparing my style to Eminem's
But I was a regular person disguised as legend
And I'm a predator despite the shit my mind has ever been
Through

Obsessed by memories, my brain is cooked and dead
Hoodie all the time cause I should start to look ahead
You think OCD is washing your hands although you just did?
Take a trip with me, I'll show you what OCD really is
Thoughts of murders and rape, not the person you hate
But the people you love, all of them are burning in flames
And your brain convinces you that all these thoughts can become true
So you need to stop it somehow or their deaths'll be on you
And deep down you know the truth
You'll go home and see your family
The chance of you not seeing them anymore causes insanity
And it's your job, so you develop compulsions
And start talking to yourself, it becomes your adulthood
You need to walk certain way, need to talk a certain way
Move your head a certain way, pray to God a certain way
Man you think that this is nothing but I could've screwed up
My father told me it seemed like I could've just shot a school up

CHORUS (x2)
(They Think I'm Crazy) And they're right I fucking was
(They Think I'm Crazy) Glad I never grabbed a gun
(They Think I'm Crazy) And I thought that I was done
No one helped me, no one felt it, I was down but I got up

[Verse 2]
And you were never into smoking, you were never into drinking
But you're a victim of the worst addiction to exist
But it's in your mind people don't care cause it doesn't affect your body
So you're thinking suicide so these fuckers can get your problem
But don't do it, you're a fighter
Don't start lying to yourself
Yeah this shit escalated but you hide it pretty well
You're 17 now. Go and meet new individuals
More than half your day is just spent doing these rituals
The rest of the time, you pretend that you don't have it
Watch a movie with friends
Get out, don't remember what happened
But you manage to get a girl
Thank God cause she's an angel
But the monster that it made you
Makes her feel like she's in danger
Although you gave her everything and would have died for her
You lost her, no options
Man where's your life going?
Your friends don't understand you anymore
What can they say?
Fuck all these people! But understand them if they think

CHORUS (x2)
(They Think I'm Crazy) And they're right I fucking was
(They Think I'm Crazy) Glad I never grabbed a gun
(They Think I'm Crazy) And I thought that I was done
No one helped me, no one felt it, I was down but I got up

[Verse 3]
And this is when you can distinguish
Who matters
Cause the pricks and all the other bitches
Just scatter
Found another girl and I was convinced
She was like the previous
Till she broke my heart when this shit
Taunted me and I needed her
"Fuck you" is what I scream to them
Guess what? I defeated it
When people are not there just grab the pen
And you can bleed through it
That's the key to it
Every thought that came along
Instead of stressing and depression, grabbed a pen
And wrote a song
And you can do it too. Whether it's football or lifting
You're never alone, go and fucking google your symptoms
I made it, thank the real, I thank the fake and I thank all of ya
Rap saved my life, this shit is not metaphorical
And now I'm on that best rapper alive thing
I'm on that I'm better than you at any given time thing
I'm on that you better include me in that top 5 thing
Just reach in my brain
You'll see I''m in that mind state

CHORUS (x2)
(They Think I'm Crazy) And they're right I fucking was
(They Think I'm Crazy) Glad I never grabbed a gun
(They Think I'm Crazy) And I thought that I was done
No one helped me, no one felt it, I was down but I got up