Jacob Nash - Sometimes [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Hook]
Sometimes it feels like the whole world's opposed to me
Sometimes it feels like I'm on the verge of insanity
Sometimes it feels like I don't have enough life to breathe
Sometimes I feel like just watching the whole world bleed
Sometimes it feels like the whole world's opposed to me
Sometimes it feels like I'm on the verge of insanity
Sometimes it feels like I don't have enough life to breathe
Sometimes I feel like just watching the whole world bleed

[verse 1]
My life sucks man. It feels like nobody cares about me
It really feels like my family would be happier without me
I honestly think their lives are worse because of me
If I were to suddenly disappear, none of them would miss me
It feels like I'm invisible around them and they can't see me
All I am to them is a burden. I'm just another mouth to feed
I've got to think of some way for me to get their attention
Maybe then, they'd care about me like they used to again
I'm ready to do something drastic like running away from home
I have nowhere to go, but I feel like I'd be better off alone
The problem is I've always struggled to go out of my comfort zone
And I'm not even sure I'm capable of surviving on my own
I can't take living another day at home like this though
I'm already packed and I wrote the letter, so it's time for me to go
I guess you could say I'm literally here today, gone tomorrow
Maybe some day I'll be back and things will be better, I hope so

[Hook]

[verse 2]
Nobody loves me. Nobody even gives half of a crap about me
Seriously, I can't think of anyone who cares about me, not even my family
When I die, no one will cry when they read my obituary
They may as well not even write an obituary for me
I haven't done anything anyway, so there's nothing to write in it
Nothing I do is worth living for, so it's time to kick the bucket
That's right. There's no point to my life, so I think it's time for me to die
I already wrote my suicide note, so now it's time for me to go try
After weeks of planning, I'm finally going to try committing suicide
I'll take a few bottles of pills and go hide somewhere outside
I think I might go out in some field and then bury myself alive
I'll at least hide myself well enough so that they won't be able to find
Me in time to save me, but they should be able to find me some day
Then again, why should I care? I'll be dead and gone anyway
There's no reason I should care if my body will ever be found
So I guess that it's A okay if I just rot above ground

[Hook]

[verse 3]
My life sucks. Nobody loves me. In fact, everybody hates me
I go to school just to have all of the kids pick on me
Then I go home to parents who I know don't care about me
All of this crap is driving me on the verge on insanity
I'm ready to cross the line and I'm not talking about suicide
I'm talking shooting up the school. I'm talking mass homicide
I made a hit list, but forget about it. I'm not targeting anyone in particular
Because everyone has wronged me. Now, here's the big picture
I know they'll call this a tragedy, but I'm just ending their lives a little early
This is really just a bunch of school kids who will be dying prematurely
Look at it in perspective. I know I'm blowing everything out of proportion
But what is the difference between this and legalizing abortion?
I'll tell you the difference. Abortion has killed over a billion
I'm just killing a couple dozen and I'm doing for a reason
These kids never cared about me and how their abuse was making me feel
Now, they've all driven me far enough for me to kill and I will
It's too late for forgiveness. If you want to live, you've got to run
And you better run fast, because I'm already taking out my gun
I've got it out now. I'm in the school and my finger's on the trigger
This nerd who never had any friends is about to turn into a killer

[Hook]

[Outro]
This song isn't about my life. This song is about running away, suicide, or lashing out and shooting others. When people feel like nobody cares about them, it becomes difficult for them to care about themselves. This leads to having no value of their own life, which leads to having no value of anyone else's lives. Then, death and killing becomes no big deal. Our problem isn't violence in video games, music, or movies. Our problem isn't lack of gun control laws. Our problem is lack of caring for and about each other