Jae Tips - The Abortion [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Wish i had you but we'll meet again
Biggest mistake of my life just hope we meet again
(Uhh) my babyboy or babygirl
(Uhh)i was ashamed of who i put you in

Your lives taken
My heart breaking
Abortion Clinic in the room waiting
Only man just here shaking
Teary eyed but impatient

(Uhh) cause i went raw
Thats no glove
On some chick that i dont love
Some chick that i dont love
She wants me
She loves me
She screams that
When she fucks me
I say it back for the moment
Cause at the time i own it

(uhh )but im ashamed of her
And her dark past
I tolerate it
Cause her fat ass
But me and her won't never last
Lips biting
Midnighting
No chilling
Straight piping
I call her when i want it
She comes throu and hops on it
(uhhh)
Then pulls out of my drive way
No shortcuts
My 4s up
She headed straight on that highway
With text saying she miss me
And she wants this forever
But i got a girl
She got a man
They got a kid and they been together
(uhhh)
She get around and he wifing her
Off top know bout 5 dudes
Who spanked it and spend nights with her

Then pulled up to my place
Looked me right in my face
Im asking her whats wrong
Been gaining a little weight
Plus my period is late
How late
About 3 weeks
Aware of your career
But if im pregnant
I wanna keep
My phone dropped
My heart too
Suck it up
Its hard too
When feeling like she trapped me
We signed up for the same things
I ain't ready to be no daddy
(uhhh)
I bet this makes you happy

But it ain't her fault
Probably more mines
Even though it is
How you sure its mine
She said she know it is
More like she hope it is
But i ain't know what to tell her
I ain't even her fella
Why would i tell her to keep it
When we living different lives
And just sharing a secret
Lied about birth control
And probably everything else
(Uhhh)
You was bad for my health
Trying come for my wealth

I was scared and embarassed
Cause i ain't nobodies parent
I probably broke shorties heart
Right now thats too much to manage
Im on a whole different planet
When it comes to a standard
Hope i ain't cause you no damage
Or disrespect ya beliefs
But the timing is off and you know
Babies ain't free
I understand what you want
But gotta take care of me
I ain't got no degree
Cause i withdrew for this rapping
Then i handed her a napkin and apologized for what happened

(2x)
Then i had a nightmare of my unborns voice Uhhh
Of my unborns voice

(unborn Voice)
What makes your life more important than mine ?
I got dreams too
I can't even live to see nine
I could of been the next lebron
This ain't all on my mom
You invested the time
What does it matter if u wanna just rhyme
This is my life that you playing with
Im begging you dad
I know the situation at hand is making you mad
But its no mistake
Im begging you i wanna just live
What if you never had a chance at your first romance ?
Be mature about something for once in your life
God blessed you with gifts and you ignored him twice
You lost girls
You lost your father
And almost all your friends cause you afraid of being honest and expressing within
You a joke
And now you turning down your flesh and your blood
Because your scared of being judged by people who dont give a fuck
I dont believe you
I dont even need you
We dont even need you
I hope i never see you
You worthless
I got what you was cursed with
I do have a purpose
Its to go without you hurting me
You took my life burglary
Played me like the world played you
Hand me down all the pain
That your father gave you
The abortion

(Sami Alexandra)
Should be crying
But i just can't let it show
Should be hoping
But i can't stop thinking
Of all the things we should of said that we never said
And all the things we should of done
That we never did
All the things that you wanted from me
And all the things that you needed from me
All the things i should of gave but i didn't
But i didn't know