Jay Spade - Jessica's Interlude [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
I find it quite fucked up
How life switches when you least expect
Things you once loved, now you deeply regret
Reality becomes stress, stress to depression
Depressions leads to medicine, pills teach lessons
Without question, rough days get me upset
I numb the pain mixing liquor with some percocets
I'm a nervous wreck, in and out of court
Child support could get every cent out of my worthless checks
Could of sworn on my balls you ignored my flaws
The day you called, told me you'd stay through it all
The bad, the good
Rich, ugly, poor
Now you're gone, fuck you told me you loved me for?
Not to get at you, but I'm a bit confused
At how this verse turned into Jessica's interlude
I had a thing for you, maybe I'm just missing you
The old you, not this new improved different you, uh

[Hook]
Can I please get some damn sun (damn sun)
In exchange for a rainy day (rainy day)
Cause if I didn't have to ask her (ask her)
Then I would be with my son each and every day (every day)
I'm trying to trade in some bad luck (bad luck)
For some happiness on a day to day (day to day)
Cause if I didn't have to ask her (ask her)
Then I would be with my son each and every day (every day)

[Verse 2]

Ain't it crazy how life changes people?
I can't even find the words, that could begin to describe
How I feel when I see you
But you don't see me
Well you do, but you look down and keep it moving
As if it's that easy
How could she treat me as if I was invisible
Only goes to prove the love she had for me was fictional
All I wanted was a family
Now I never get the chance to see my son cause she mad at me
She rather me go to court and file for visitation
Then let me spend a little time
Just a man in search for some liberation
I'm asking God for a sign
You see she has a new boyfriend (boyfriend)
And they doing just fine
Plus to her I'm just worthless (worthless)
Nothing but a waste of time

[Hook]
Can I please get some damn sun (damn sun)
In exchange for a rainy day (rainy day)
Cause if I didn't have to ask her (ask her)
Then I would be with my son each and every day (every day)
I'm trying to trade in some bad luck (bad luck)
For some happiness on a day to day (day to day)
Cause if I didn't have to ask her (ask her)
Then I would be with my son each and every day (every day)