Jay Spade - Rainstorm [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]
In life sometimes..the stress is too overwhelming
But still I rise, above the storm

[Verse 1]
And although some say that I've given up, maybe I just give a fuck
I quit bud, now I'm stuck here getting drunk
I spent my whole life tryna chase the rush
And I, lost track of what mattered most (mattered most)
I'm tired of trying for everybody
Instead of just trying for myself (for myself)
I'm tired of just smiling for everybody
When I really wanna cry to myself (to myself)
You see, my life feels depleted
Meanwhile my pride's still undefeated
Now I'm hopelessly picking up the pieces
Babymoms, my mom and God is who I plead with
Lost a few good friends to this music
Now a few good friends think I'm foolish
Clueless, that deep down I just wanna die
Cause if I don't swallow pride, I know they won't apologize

[Hook]
This just the product of a lonely mind
You could have the sunshine, the rain is only mine
Said, this just the product of a lonely mind
You could have the sunshine, this rainstorm is only mine
This just the product of a lonely miiiiind
This just the product of a lonely miiind
This just the product of a lonely mind
You could have the sunshine, this rainstorm is only mine

[Verse 2]
I'm all alone in my room, staring at candles
My mind zooms back to all the stress I can't handle
Can't help but to laugh at the shame
As I pop 3 pills just to Xanax the pain, then I
Walked to the mirror, got a glimpse of my reflection
Had a vision I was rich and I was famous, I finally made it..
Snapped back to reality
Tingling with the chills, the pills kicking in rapidly
Proceeded to rollin some weed &
Inhale, exhale these feelings
See, I'm breathing out demons
I'm not friends with her, tired of people asking 'bout Jessica
She could do what she want as long as I ain't standing next to her
Took a shot out of the bottle of Jack
Threw it back, then I finished the bottle and I was shmacked
Collapsed on the bed, I'll be fine by tomorrow
But I had a nightmare that I drowned in my sorrows

[Hook]
This just the product of a lonely mind
You could have the sunshine, the rain is only mine
Said, this just the product of a lonely mind
You could have the sunshine, this rainstorm is only mine
This just the product of a lonely miiiiind
This just the product of a lonely miiind
This just the product of a lonely mind
You could have the sunshine, this rainstorm is only mine