Jay-eFF - New Life Interlude [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Looking at myself up in that casket
Makes me wonder if imma manage
If my 3 demanded wishes ever get granted
Painting on a canvas the thoughts of a savage
In my darkest hour I used nothing but ambition
And dedication just to spark a bit of friction
Ain't no turning back, back to where you were just at bruh
This is what you wanted man you made your decision
I'm Tryna swim good if you motherfucking ask me
But frankly that ocean drowning me in trouble waters when just Last week
I was listed as someone average and actually
Wouldn't get the chance to fuck your daughter now I casually
Get her to undress when I want it, now a nigga blessed it's ironic
That I'm looking for love even though I'm heartless
Man you wouldn't understand like Ebonics
Another day with the wrong bitch
Another day sippin strong shit
Another day where I'd wish for
Another day and somebody actually honest
Another day another promise
That I die for fame,money,hoes and some concerts
So lower me 6 feet deep cause they only love you,when you gone shit