Jayy Lee - Looking For Alaska [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Jayy Lee]
"Imagining the future is a kind of nostalgia. (...)
You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking
About how you'll escape it one day, and how awesome it will be
And imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it
You just use the future to escape the present." John Green

I try to see the beauty in the world
But too many problems got me tripping
Fake friends deceiving, caught my girl cheating--
Tell me who the fuck do I believe in
When I'm facing all these demons?
I was once told to go to God
But to go to God was odd
Fate flawed within her system
So instead I flipped facades
Now I'm reminiscing pain
Just a faggot pointing blame
The way the preacher pointed shame on me
Feeding flames, frenzied
From what I've seen
Been obscene since 13, but my demeanor blew to Green;
Envy grew to hate, but then my hate turned
To something greater
Searching for my great perhaps
Alaska's getting nearer I can feel it in the maps...