Jayy Lee - Messed Up [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Jayy Lee]
I hope you hear this, and hopefully it gets through
Your thick head, instead of ignoring all your issues
Like you used to, when we'd argue
Talk it over, talking over me
Solving all your issues by claiming that you're over me
You run away, defend the ways, in which you're always acting
Lacking all the things, you used to claim
That made you something different
But your attitude and bitchy ways
Got me singing to a different tune
I'm tired of your shit and feeling blue
You're cancer to my heart, I'm tryna lose
Back to the first, day we claimed
Each other now, you're pointing blame
Why can't you accept fault
Instead of the default
Of breaking and making my heart shift to restart
I wish I could tell you that I hate you, but I fall apart
When I hear your voice, or see your name
Late at night when you call me "babe"
Through texting or calling
I'm constantly falling, you're stalling the ending--
I can't help, but numb the pain
'cuz the way we're headed now, it'll never be the same, naw

[Jayy Lee]
Tell me how you sit there, and you claim that you do miss me
Then you turn around and talk your shit
You never really loved me, bitch
You been confused, and trust I too
Have burnt my fuse tryna figure clues
Abused from the start and bound to lose
Salvaged hearts, who's thoughts now too
Undo the sane, pushing blame in attempt to hide the pain
Malice becomes the same
As working on us in vain
So you treat me like they treat you
And I treat you how you taught me to
Running from what I feel
Baby this is what you brought us to
Pushing and shoving the love
Right back under beneath the rug
That was holding us up above
All the bullshit we'd never overcome
And even still, apologies, flowed straight from my mouth
And not once did you say sorry for the threats and steady doubts
That you had in me, unjust without the proper fucking clout
You denied responsibility, one day you'll figure out
That the reason you can't get over me
Is 'cuz I never fuck around
I cared in you so truly
But I guess it's just too late now