Jeremie Sevigny - Scream (don't you define my character) [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

(INTRO)
Yeah, check y'all, sometimes there's happy songs, but this one is a sad song
Lemme cry on this. Just explain myself cause i'm so upset these days and imma no lie right now

(CHORUS 2x)
Sometimes I feel I wanna scream
There's nothing's gonna work this way for me
Feel I wanna scream
Everyday I feel I'm sinking deep

(VERSE 1)
I'm closed to a schizo
I'm so inside of me though
I feel I wanna scream cause I've been working on myself yow
Never feel a change yow
I'm closed to a slave to the herbal haze
Everytime I wake up, gotta smoke a lot
I started to stop before I stopped to start
And then I start to fall, then I start to fall
Fell into a depression, I had only bad impressions
Cause weed is good for creation
And spiritual meditation
Some call it their medication
And this ain't no contradiction
But when I look at my conditions
All I need is good correction
I barely hold conversations
And fulfill my obligations
I need to find me back strong
And gimme good education
Distrust's so fucking wrong
In any of your relations
Especially with yourself
Won't you leaving your shell, jay, jayyy

(VERSE 2)
Deceivin all my people one by one continually
My best friends, mama and grandparents too
Now all of dem, tell them that jeremie is doin' good
He's only inna phase that he been working to be change
Cause he's always on the blame and he sees him as a shame (x2)
Pray this season gonna changed, gon be burning inna flame
This the stop and go flow, when the head is gon low
And nobody really know, cause you in the low low
Interactions no no, and reactions so so
I neglected soberness now it affecting my affects
Got a cupple of friends, but only few understand
Just a few tend their hands, if i'd only knew the shit
That i be there goin' in, I don't know where to looking
And i don't know what to saying, you must believe
I was thinking of my words, searching for the answers
Have you ever put on a paper, what you will saying to your brothers
I was dealing so much pressure for a simple get together
Have you ever feel so wasted, that you hate everything you say
Then brother discourage cause you being so tatty
Don't wanna bother you but it's bothering me