J.K. The Reaper - Suicide Note [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Intro]
Fuck you
Fuck yo dumbass thoughts
Fuck yo dumbass dreams
You ain't doing shit
You know, look at me
Like I ain't doing shit nigga
Fuck you nigga
Fuck everything you stand for nigga


You took it all, I wanna die now
Fuck you, I wanna cry now
Fuck you, I wanna cry now
Shed a tear for my unborn kid
All my ex's they can die now
All my ex's they can die now
Satan pulled up in a brand new whip
Fuck it, I'mma take a ride now
I hold so much evil inside now
Don't even know what it look like outside now
Fuck a bitch, I kill the bitch
And then fuck the beast, that's my style
I'm kidding though
But I'm not though
I hate it here
I can't cope
These fake smiles, I hate those
These handshakes, I hate those
Want to make it rain with your blood
Don't get wet, need a poncho
Your happiness is gay to me
I envy it cause I'm suicidal
I think of death like every day
I need god, I don't a bible
I don't need your help, I need a rifle
Start a army with anybody that thinks like I do


I hate you cause you so depressing
I love you cause you so depressing
I hate you cause you so depressing
So depressing, so depressing, depressing
I love you cause you so depressing
I hate you cause you so depressing
I love you cause you so depressing
So depressing, so depressing, depressing


I don't know why I be stressing
This song is so fucking depressing
I thought it would make me feel better
But no...
I cry at night, hope I die at night
I've been .. twice on an overdose (?)
I've been .. coke (?)
I done fuck hoes
I done jump niggas
I did got jump
Shed a lot of tears
I done been to jail
I done been to hell
So now what?
Fuck life, rap sad boys
I feel empty, I feel immortal
This is not a plea
I don't want your pity
Shitty niggas straight from the city
Want a pretty girl, straight from the dark
And she loves rappers ... (?)
Tell her shut up just bring it to me
Are you rapping or you fucking singing to me?
Man you niggas kill me
You a waste of living
You a waste of space
And you shoudln't have children
Goddamn I don't know why I speak anymore
My vision is something you couldn't ignore
You faggots is sleeping, I'm sick of your snore
I don't even know why I been trying anymore
Man, fuck!

[Outro]
Man, this beat stupid
This song's stupid
The world is stupid
Your bitch stupid
Your teacher's stupid
Teaching you stupid shit
This whole shit is just fucking stupid
I hate all of you motherfuckers
Your fucking outfit stupid
I'm tired of fucking walking in the room and all of you motherfuckers give me this fucking stupid look
Nigga you stupid!
Fucking looking at me
....
The fuck you looking at, man?!