Johnny Viti - Start the Machine [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
Lookin in the mirror, look at life and what it holds/
Maybe tryta stack some money, get a car, and get a ho/
But where does that all go man? and when do I start grow-in?/
Fuck this stupid life man, I'm done with all the bullshit/ (gun shot)
But then I leave behind a family, everybody's cryin/
Got my mom inside the funeral home, her heart is fuckin dyin/
Buryin a child at the age of merely 20/
And I find it kinda funny, people dyin for the money/
I'm just dyin tryna live, find a purpose in the universe/
Hit the weed I'm gone, seein Mars and even Jupiter/
I wanna live my life, but no desire to defend it/
Lookin at the road ahead, maybe I should end it/
You can call it laziness, I wouldn't disagree/
It's just everything I want is floating right in front of me/
The only little problem is, it's getting outta reach/
So everything I'm learning, I'll reverse it and teach/

[Hook]

[Verse 2]
I'm hating all this pain and I'm hating all this aching/
I'm hating all these thoughts when my body starts shaking/
Cause every single morning, damn, I wake up depressed/
Cause I'm just another kid that never made it out the nest/
Everybody talks but they're silent when they walk/
Cause they're scared of all the shadows, that'll follow in the dark/
When I count up my scars and my life falls apart/
I guess it's time ta find out who my real friends are/
Do you ever self analyze and call yourself a loser?/
And wonder why the people right around you are cooler?/
Maybe it's just me preventing life from being free/
Stuck inside an octogon, 8 walls of disbelief/
Take a dive into my life and tryta tell me what you feel/
Cut the skin to the bone so I know the pain is real/
Reflections of the pictures from the mirror right above/
The moonlight has survived and the sun is showing love/