Justin Pines - The Influence of Mr.Muthafuckin eXquire [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Addiction a common theme in life
Something's gotta give and if your not pulling a trigger
Your not that nigga
Dreams this weed doesn't make you enlightened
I've been drinkin and smokin so much I forgot why I fuckin do it
Everyone knows about the sexual addiction but it's just for her
My comments are honest
Hooked on phonics or products
Overlooked by the government
But a suspect of cops
The inner thoughts of a suburb nerd
Pour some beer on the curb for those who have fallen
Those who don't remain leave stains on your soul
Real Nigga symphony
The epitome of passion
If you knew how sexual I am it would be scary
These scars I bare these
Scars we hope cars will make us forget
A version of a virgin who imagines himself a pornstar
Am I an addict?
Tragic ratchet my tactics to let you know quiet
If a girl a bad bitch go and make your dad rich
We want girls to be like heaven
Crack babies who relapse when their seven
I'm suicidal
My rivals see me as an idle plaything
Pay to hear a gimmick
Sir was that a diss?
Eh I hate you way more than I dislike myself
I'll teach my kids to be better
Understand their flaws and hope they don't receive mine
What'll happen if they ask to see their grandfather and their dad's a drug addict?
See that's when a bottle becomes a role model
And the mom will carry a flask to mask her pain
True love that has a stain
Marriage is terrifying
Not cause of fear of commitment
Murder of the love
Cupid doesn't like to be chained by a ring or a rule book
Like a song doesn't become an anthem because of a cool hook
Often I imagine my coffin
I don't want to put bad thoughts into the universe
I can't reimburse my mistakes in a hearse
Smoked this weed and drank 3 of these bottles
And who did it help?
I'm dealing with lack of esteem in myself
When will I see the signs?
And even then I'll have to read between the lines
Sad we have to go through all of this
Considering how the world is so beautiful
Or how women are angels and get fucked over by assholes
In religion angels and demons fight
Here they fuck
I think some of us are sniffing glue
I never tried molly
Saw some pictures on Facebook with kids who rap holding AKs and other shit
I was scared
Unprepared for the real world
Me,Jon,Mikel,nonsense and Anthony gonna fuck around and become the new Central Park five
It will be a miracle if my tarot card reads when I'm fifty I'll be dark and alive
But the idea of riches is delicious
Need some pussy heard it's nutritous
My dick is despicable
Words of a criminal
Everyday struggle
I just want to live
But Life is freedom and this isn't that
This pressure
Pressure to lead need letters of greed
Money gonna lead to a motherfucker putting two shots through my chest on the train
Tried to be my best in vain
Leave my two moms crying
You think I'm dying?
In fact fuck this
Death is a meth whore who got gangbanged so many times it's sore
Live under the lie less is more
Tell me to play hoops or shoot
Gotta get the loot
I'll be the first ten foot tall prostitute
Bout to be homeless but fuck it I own this
Popped some pills
Made me throw up passed out but woke up fine no stomach pump
Maybe if the institutions had been honest about it
This shit wouldn't be so bad
This is your brain on drugs
Bitch this is your brain after the slugs
I might not make it can't take it
Wake up scared, scarred and naked
Smoke by where Paul was raped
People still haven't accepted there's no such thing as safe
Happened not too far from his house blood coming out his mouth
Punk ass failed abortion tried to have me jumped
Accidents don't happen
Hope my rappin is one day in your speakers
The bullets we're saving for the leaders
Got rid of the Black Panther Party
Taking a little longer with the Ku Klux Klan
Just see me as a nigger
How do you feel about the fact I'm gonna fuck your daughter?
Remember at my Aunt's house
Damnit I can't take thinking of all these memories with dead people
Some of you think we were bred to be evil
I swear for some of us these tablets are like magnets
Some do it to cope with depression
Sticks and stones may break my bones but words make niggas commit suicide
I'll survive to honor their memory
But we all have ropes around our throats
Metaphorical and literal
Justify your life
You have a bunch of routes and possibly more doubts
Don't sell your soul out
Addiction doesn't define me if this kills me fine but bitch you won't own me
And this is an everyday struggle
But I won't live in your bubble
I'll always be me