Kaan - Stress [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Chorus:
I confess im a mess
All i ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mutherfucka NIGGA!
X3
With a handful of pills tryin' to numb all of my pain
Tell me do you motherfuckas even feel it?
Tell me do you even feel it!?!

I confess im a mess
All i ever do is stress
I'm depressed than a mutherfucka NIGGA!
X3
With a handful of pills tryin' to numb all of my pain
Tell me do you motherfuckas even feel it?
Tell me do you even feel it!?!

I've been writing all these records with resentment tryin' to find the happiness i’ve never had
Happiness i never had!
I wish i could wake up early in the morning and realize the person that i really am!
Person that i really am!
All the fuck i ever really feel is pain
And i don't think you could even understand
You could never understand
And all the fuck i ever really feel is pain
And i dont think that you could even understand
Nah!

Verse 1:
Hold up
Cuz i don't think you’ll ever get it
Dismissing all of my issues and tell me to be submissive
Attentive whenever rappin'
I focus upon the tedious
I resemble my father, thats if we’re speaking of temperaments
Temporarily out of it
Falling off of an ottoman
Noddin’, bobbin’ and weavin’
I will depart out of my moccasins
While i swallow Kalonopins and i'm takin' some mescaline, ketamine and excedrin
Ain't no need to exaggerate
But i'll elaborate
I want chemically imbalance and killin' my seratonin from using drugs with no moderation
For daily sedation i should be placed under observation
The fact that im faded is act-u-ally embarassin’
I see this as a vice and i'm usin’ it as a crutch
But if i'm being honest with you
I feel like i fell in love with the thought of me dyin’ young and not reaching my full potential cuz…
They never realize you’re great until you die
Ah!
Murder it all i want to appease
I bet that i'm really a beast
I never release
I'm givi'n the people a feast the way that i'm killin' the beat
You lovin' it all enjoying the ride
I bet that you feelin' the vibe
Is that what you want?
Fulfilling your needs?
Now give me a minute so i can proceed LAWD!
Now this is not the life i really wanna lead
And all my pain is transparent
Its not that easy to see
I used to wanna be happy, it never actually happened
So i been feelin' the same just tryin' to live with this thang!

Chorus

Tough luck nigga keep your fuckin' head up
They kick you while you was down and now you refuse to get up
You medicating every single emotion that you feelin'
You need to be in the dark to acknowledge all of your problems
You never speak of your issues unless you writing a song or two
You’re living with depression - its real and you fuckin' know its true
I'm guessin’ that it stems from the time when nobody noticed you
But that was years ago and you still stuck on the same shit
You need to get a grip, you dope as fuck
And people tell you it!
You need to be a man and start asserting all your confidence
You’re fuckin' 24 and you still can’t except a compliment
You need to make a change
But i know i'm stating the obvious
And i wanna be better but its never that easy!
Very vivid depiction of pictures that i've been painting
I promise you’ll feel my pain in a second
So ill explain:
Cuz a couple years ago i couldn't even find a friend to call
And now you hit me up like, “i'm really lovin' your record dawg and people never listen.”
I'm speaking bout bein' real
I say i'm cuttin' my wrist and you tellin' me that its dope
I know you praying that i blow
So we can all get rich
“and if you make it you can take me with you man that would be it cuz i've been down from the beginning, boy i knew you was the shit! remember when i said that you would be the one to make a hit?”
Hell nah! i dont recall, suck a motherfuckin dick bitch!