[Intro]
[Verse 1]
Yee, yee, look at me, look at me, grown and I gotta get it
I've got a choice now, I've got a voice now, I think it's time I make my own decisions
On my own, I got this, got this plan in my head, bout to soar like a rocket
Rock this, 'til it can't rock, then I run like I can't stop, I can't stop
If I, hit the brakes, I'll break something, too late for me to take a turn
If you could take my place you'd understand where it is i'm coming from
Thirteen miles in one of these kicks will kick your whole reality
They look at me like what I'm thinking is stupid, they don't know the half of me
I have to keep, on this journey, what they say, it doesn’t concern me
Living how I'm living, no tripping if I end it on a gurney
Burning bridges I should have kept, I kept a log in my mental
Flooded with these memories that feel ever so detrimental
Lost my way but didn't lose my hope
It's just buried, needed a couple of ropes
Not people who hate and start cracking a couple of jokes
Like maybe I needed something, and I don’t know what is
Feel older but, they still treat me like I'm a little kid
[Hook]
I'm grown now, make it on my own now x4
My own choice, my own voice x3
You don't run me, nah you don't run me
[Verse 2]
Oh me, you don't know me, show me qualifications
Of how you understand my life and all the things that I’m chasing
I'm pacing back and forth just waiting for an answer
Let me know, and if you do not know the answer
Hang this up and let me go, let me fly
Yeah let me be free, try to read my heart like a EKG
Too complex, you can't understand or degrade me
UAV, always watching, collecting information
I just try to live my life, but people step in and change it
Or they try to, they say I got you, but they don't have me
I'm not you, and you are not me, you never will be
You feel me? I guess not, you never did, you never have
You never would, it never fails, another ride on this carousel
Ring around the runaway that couldn't stand it
I'm tired of this pain and I just want to leave this planet
Planned a grand scheme, but it didn't work out
I hurt so many people, how will it ever work now?
[Verse 3]
Misery crept around the corner and caught me
I joke about it but I partially just want to off me
I'm feeling awfully, wicked and broken, hoping some arms will be open
But they need to come to me, it's like the world is numb to me
I feel so dead inside, I feel so hopeless
Would anybody read about my journey if I wrote it roll it up into a story
Decorate it, make it pretty, fill it with glamour, no clamor
Would they show me some pity?
If I'm honest I feel bad for me, it's looking like the entire world is mad at me
I'm not glad to be a travesty, it's all I know
Or all I think that I do, living in the moment
Hit a kink and still will I move, huh
Show some love to me, I need some time
I'm trying to fix myself, you tell me that I need divine
Maybe I do, but maybe you should take some time listen
I'm bout to blow, I think I hear my mind is ticking
My mind is ticking x4
