KnowmadthatDude - Welcome to my nightmare [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

I’m a victim of my own monstrosity, alone I sit constantly
I ain't gone live with how you feeding them toxins to me
My options be minimal, criminal in basis
Either I ball ~ Naismith; or another life wasted….so bad I can taste it, change places
Estranged and dangerous, so what if I’m past blaming all this on that slave shit
Unconcerned with that, I burned the map so no turning back
I’m lifetime student ~ no improvement ain’t learned jack,.
My abnormalities, actually half my anatomy
Dark cavaties; part lithium battery; all savagery
So stay mad at me/media paints me diabolical
Highly illogical; test my DNA, my molecules
Follicles; didn’t Jesus have hair of wool
As I prepare for the bullshit ~ inhale/take a long pull
Enter the nuclear winter, splintered & battered
No success/no climb ~ it’s decline; nothing else matters..
My thought pattern Lebron James, want the fame/don’t deserve it
But it’s perfect ~ I dream in high definition & then I write a disturbance
So no right no mistake me, or underestimate me ~
Grade school in the 80’s ~ now didn’t go Reagen Crazy
Crack came & it rocked us, a ghetto apocalypse
God I wish the consequences; weren’t so damn monstrous
The moon grew maroon, @ high noon so dark
Can’t start now bending my knees; I’m diseased & I’m marked
With the beast, no piece, empty seeds that im seeing..a human being consumed in fleeing …..I can’t sleep the through the p.m
I see it in me/you can trust that I bleed
Don’t discuss me ~ it’s twilight and it’s time that I feed
Off food for thought…., see I am no role model
Swallow CrownRoyal by the bottle, just a man ~ so don’t follow me
Embracing these demons, I’m way to high to be
Just slightly dreaming, God might be just sightseeing
No meaning, no reason; no purpose ~ on the surface
I’m nervous; sleep walking/disturbance through my cursive
I’m immersed in my own self pity; aids needle prick me
Come get me Lord~but the good die young so I’m a live til I’m way past 60
Took Pac, killed Biggie, my cities under siege
Maybe now bend my knees, no safety net for my trapeze
A late bloomer/take my tumors and I lay em over music
Yeah intrusive; I know ~ but I’m amused with solving my own Rubix
Voted for Obama ~ thinking he would change the world
Right in front my eyes like I’m eating @ Benihanas…
Hate drama, but I luv dark comedies, my odyssey is
Spacebound ~ I’m traveling @ an asteroids velocity
You’lls Logic to me is bullshit ~ truth is don’t compute
I grapple with you offering that Apple that I can never Reboot
On mute/peep television ~ seems hell has risen
Tell my children, that I’m no Huxtable/over the Cliff I’m driven
Eyes bloodshot & what not, present tense on the edge
Tippy toeing on the ledge/failed to honor thy own pledge
I read my own Bio, appropriately titled
“you ain't gotta worry Michael”, look ~ I was just going through a cycle
So please grant me the patience for what I can’t change
At great aim became Denzel but couldn’t stop this train
Of thought so fuck it my glass house is empty
Don’t even own a gun because the taste of death might tempt me