LA Rodriguez - Rainy Day Blues / Rancor [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Verse 1]
In my room ready to leak my brain out
Cuz its better then leaking my brain out
Maybe see what this fames bout
In my room when its sunny
While its raining out
Or when its fall i dont leave my house at all
So my friends keep fucking calling
And i keep fucking falling
I dont spring for anything
Im stuck in this autumn
I dont change even when weather does
Praying for a better buzz
Better drugs
Even better love
Better hugs
Better kisses
Im fucking up every script written in sight
Rip it up smoke a blunt and re write the script over at night
Till its perfect but im worthless at this working im shitty online even worse in person
Looking at my hands like is it worth it?
No place for no faith heart aches and heart breaks
Have no chase when im sippin smoking straight to the face
Sprinting straight to last place
Rainy day blues i got a bad case

[Hook]
I wrote you a letter
Hope you never forget
Cuz one day you'll remember
The day i left
I wrote you a letter
Hope you never forget
Cuz one day you'll remember
The day i left

[Verse 2]
I gotta focus but it's hopeless when you can't see it
I couldn't dream it now I'm out every weekend killing beats
I can't believe it
Cuz this shit looks so appealing and deceiving
Have me thinking that I actually might be dreaming
But fuck it ima live weather awake or asleep
Speak my life thru my beats so to speak until I'm beat this is who I be
Be a legend not reppin any place or set of brethren
Just trynna see the world thru checks and jets and fucking bestfriends
A product of my habitat maybe help someone else
Give them all I got until there's nothing left
But fucking stress
As long as theyre fucking happy I guess
Then I can lay myself to rest
Occupy my time with hopeless lines and quoteless ryhmes
Hoping to open my mind while I still have time
Cuz the clocks could be watching so I'm not stopping til I'm stopping and I might be stopping

[Hook]
I wrote you a letter
Hope you never forget
Cuz one day you'll remember
The day i left
I wrote you a letter
Hope you never forget
Cuz one day you'll remember
The day i left

[Verse]
Thinking about thinking now
Thinking outside the box you put me in
And im still thinking wow
Boy oh boy hes a genius hes an artist
Hes the smartest by the farthest
Hes most retard
Whose that
New cat
New rap
Mute that boom bap
But love for my beasty brothers
Like two daps
On point like the number two
No point in coming thru like a menstrual
If you didn't catch that rewind it divine shit
I find it ironic i dont hear my words i mime it
I mine shit and mine shit
Minding my own mine pit
Music is business and i mind my own
Until i find my home
Thats when im really high ozone
Watching home alone stoned home alone yo
Outer body i could watch my own throne yo
My goal is gold soul i control my own bones
I landlines like a home phone
You know you fuck when frodo when phone home
But i can't go home
Home is a no go
Dad and bro is a no show
Buts thats a no no
I won't go there
Thats no fair
My dad is nowhere with no air
And im jelous i wanna see him after the album
Release it then die on my roof thats the outcome
The only way to see him
Is meet up with him john george and jesus
Luke john paul and peter
Of course if there up there
And if im up there too