Language arts crew - Inside His Mind [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Chorus 1]
Don’t push me ‘cause I’m close to the edge
I’m trying not to lose my head
Don’t push me ‘cause I’m close to the edge
I’m trying not to lose my head

[Verse 1 – Benny Medicina, Clint Westwood, and QS Zeus]
[QS Zeus]
Ayo, he’s suicidal
Rehearsing verses from the Bible
An emergence of the serpent, burning the infernal, turned him psycho
A turn in life will send him towards guerilla war with family
That’s a metaphor that sets the story—this misunderstanding
[Clint Westwood]
There’s a crack up in the [planning?]
Who’s blackened by the [?] standing flag
From [?] so demanding
Stole his soul and the [?] standing
His clammy hands grab the wheel—grasping what she didn’t steal
Spinning [?] lost inside a plot to kill
[Benny Medicina]
It’s not the thrill of sex she’s after—it’s deception first
A lesson learned by watching her cheat right through the window at her desk at work
[?] that bitch, that’s tenfold what she did to me
He grabbed his chrome revolver out the drawer amidst his disbelief

[Chorus 2 (Overlapped with Chorus 1) - QS Zeus]
Inside his mind
He seems divided in his life because he’s tryna die
She’s not my wife with all these lies she had to hide behind
I’ll chalk a body line
A kamikaze with no conscience for the cost of lives

[Verse 2 – Benny Medicina, Clint Westwood, and QS Zeus]
[QS Zeus]
Ayo, [he pulls up at the present?] with a vengeful brain that’s swollen
Every thing she’s ever done, I load a bullet, this is bullshit
[Clint Westwood]
She’s foolish to think he’d go on keeping his cool
She’s bleeding treason from true, with every reason to shoot
[Benny Medicina]
So should I pull the hammer back and make her face the barrel?
[?]. Killing her will make it possible to face tomorrow
[QS Zeus]
Basic roles tell me this: I’m the one who’s victimized
I bet she even slept with me with him in mind between her thighs
[Clint Westwood]
Kiss this bitch goodbye. It isn’t right, she went too far beyond
He grins, gripping his pistol tight, and steps out of the car door
[Benny Medicina]
As he was making his move up toward the gate and stopped up at the porch top
And took one final moment to think before he touched the doorknob

[Chorus 2 (Overlapped with Chorus 1) - QS Zeus]
Inside his mind
He seems divided in his life because he’s tryna die
She’s not my wife with all these lies she had to hide behind
I’ll chalk a body line
A kamikaze with no conscience for the cost of lives

[Verse 3 - Benny Medicina, Clint Westwood, and QS Zeus]
[QS Zeus]
Ayo, the bullets fly
At night, she [?]
And a plea for life, screamin’ for Jesus until she sees the light
I didn’t wipe my problems [?] with my revolver
Kill my wife with all the angst I place upon her, save tomorrow
[Clint Westwood]
Sprawled across the carpet, she stains it all to scarlet
As her daughter watches the father tuck the gun under his armpit
They locked eyes, too shocked to [?]
With no reply, she lied there by her side and hugged her while she died
[Benny Medicina]
He looked down at his daughter
Where did this all go wrong?
[They must’ve missed?] a better way for this to be resolved
And now it seems that his [?] is shadowed by the same doubt
He put the pistol to his lips, squeezed, and threw his brains out

[Chorus 2 (Overlapped with Chorus 1) x3 - QS Zeus]
Inside his mind
He seems divided in his life because he’s tryna die
She’s not my wife with all these lies she had to hide behind
I’ll chalk a body line
A kamikaze with no conscience for the cost of lives