Lewis Hart - Depression [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

People are always there telling me to enjoy my younger years
These motherfuckers don't understand how often I'm in tears
'You think this is hard, wait til you get older' fuck off you dicks
How the fuck do you know what I feel? Ignorant pricks
It ain't their fault of course, how could they possibly get it?
A kid of 14 years ain't supposed to be hiding the wrists he slit
Self harm and depression ain't standard when you're young like me
It ain't my fucking fault I'm this way, if it was a choice I wouldn't be
But when life throws this shit at you it's hard to deal with when you're so young
It fucked me so hard I went out asking my mate to borrow his gun
I got turned down of course so I fell from a tree instead
Closed my eyes, took a breath, leaned back and I hit my head
I sat up and looked around, everything blurry, thought I was dead
But I barely even fucking bled
But in the daze that came next, when my eyes were seeing dots of red
I realised if it had worked not even one fucking tear would be shed
I just wish I was as dead as I feel