Lil_Ramsic - This Time [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

[Hook]
This time, I feel lost
In a world so cold and so lonely
This time, I feel broke
And if I left no one would even know me
X2

[Verse 1]
Would you? You wouldn’t, I don’t even know me
Who Am I? God I keep wishing if only
Could I work it out then maybe, hopefully
I wouldn’t feel so broken, maybe it’s hopeless
No-one’s even noticed, I’ve got the diagnosis
It seems I can’t focus, mind's always in motion
This isn’t me joking, I’m trying to be open
There’s always this notion that I hate being social
It often just depends on the moment at hand
Ya don’t understand my life’s far from grand
Just cause I’ve been to the states several times
Doesn’t mean that my life is lead without a tear
In the past 3 years, it’s been quite severe
It’s not a healthy life when you need to escape, constantly
So don’t be green, cause I have no mates
In the same country... it’s drove me insane

[Hook]
This time, I feel lost
In a world so cold and so lonely
This time, I feel broke
And if I left no one would even know me
X2

[Verse 2]
Lost and secluded I feel like a fool it’s
Getting the best of me I feel like I’m useless
But I try to use it, as a fuel to, my fire
My entire mind and thoughts are confusing
My train of thoughts wandering, its never been stopping
It’s all so loud my head’s constantly throbbing
The irony is that I suffer in silence it’s likely
Part of my depression stems from my shyness
This engine is ending, getting closer to heaven it's
Like a virus, I’m trying, I can’t triumph
Anxiety is quite and I’m a prisoner to my mind it's
Solitary confinement, I can’t keep from crying
I’m sick with depression and I’m sick of pretending
I think Robin knew his ending then chose to end it
I'm really upset that he lost to depression
There’s no use in dwelling let's live in the present

[Hook]
This time, I feel lost
In a world so cold and so lonely
This time, I feel broke
And if I left no one would even know me
X2

[Verse 3]
I feel like a loser, like some kinda mutant
Anxiety is for those that live in the future
And depression affects those stuck in the past it's
Not you’re problem I’m trying my hardest
I’m here, I’m there, I'm everywhere man
I can’t control my feelings, it’s my burden damn!
I know that I’m broken you don’t have to fix me
I can’t do this to you it won’t change too quickly
I need some help but it’s hard to admit
And I can’t pile my shit on top of yours this
Isn’t fair to you, I’ve always found it hard
To let people in, I’m holding up this guard
I know that you love me but please don’t judge me
Cause I’ve felt so alone, my life’s been ugly
This isn’t something I can keep tryna hide
I can’t help the lying, fuck it I’m not fine!!

[Hook] (Ft. Lil_Ramsic)
This time, I feel lost
In a world so cold and so lonely
This time, I feel broke
And if I left no one would even know me
X2