Matt Andujo - Therapy [tekst, tłumaczenie i interpretacja piosenki]

Therapy

[Verse 1]
Overlooking my cityscape in May
Sometimes I want to leave
But memories they make me stay- so I do
I lace my shoes and continue to run this rat race
My fans they rep for first so I’m coming up from that last place
Sit in the studio writers block couldn't touch me now
Underdog legend Bradley decision - split- Pacquiao
Cause if I win- shit they probably say it was fixed too
Trying to get some dividends- not to blow but bitch my rents due
Is my issues the shit these people really love to hear?
Cause if it is then I'mma do this for a hundred years
My only fears is mediocrity and honestly- me from stopping me
Roll up a couple L's and get higher then where the boxes be
My mathematics is addicts I'm talking overhead
Only friend is hip hop reviving it cause it's almost dead, yeah
Sitting in the waiting room await to boom
Bout to explode just hope my heart stay intact though
Cause everyone I knew who blew up is now an asshole
Fuck em
Never needed no cosign
The kid from L.A. with brown skin who spits that dope rhyme
Treating each second like it's go time and, Oh my god..

[Hook]
Stare at the clock
Its two a.m. and my thoughts are clear
Look at my life and how it changed up in a fucking year
No it’s good, no it’s good, no it’s all good
Tell me what I love and how I love and know you all could
More than a man, but less than a god
I feel it’s best to be a man when feelings involved
So tell me mister, what is best for me?
Therapy sessions, anti-depression, need clarity!
That’s what they say, but I’ll just make it on my own
A better day but I’m so far away from home
Beg me to stay but it’s probably best if I go
Cause if I stay you’ll catch feelings and girl I’m better alone
Yeah, I said I’m better off alone
They wanna know what’s on my mind so I made they mind blown
Therapy sessions, my my, how I’ve grown
Only therapy I need is speaking in this microphone

[Verse 2]
Oh my God!
Is this what everything’s supposed to be like?
I see light- amidst all this darkness- my future seems bright
Cliché I know it’s still pouring whenever bottles here
My girl skin macchiato her tune is autoclear
When she away I feel that T-Pain sweeter than cane
Came from round the way, I want to be where she lays
But see babe
This music’s to me all that matters still
I’m picking venues no time for pickin them daffodils
Roses that I sent you wilted over with time
I hope you understand I love you but like Kobe after ‘99
I’m too focused for one ring little dime
I had to make a lane, break the design of who I was inside
Suicide- I never wish death on my enemies
Like Big said when Pac died
“Imagine watching Pac live?”
Real shit no hologram I’m honored man, to be making this music
That they all command but I don’t do this for the fans, no, my apologies
Philosophical odysseus journeys to where I ought to be
To the top getting brain talking Socrates
I’m making real shit from the heart never bout that novelty
You bother me these rappers who rap about what’s irrelevant
You in this for the money I think it’s time to get out of it
Cause stats show very few touching them pesos
No pot of gold unless you rainbow, that change flows
Then it’s case closed..

[Hook]

Holy water show love like a father to daughter
Slaughter the hate and keep dreams safe while smoking that Marley
Screaming “emancipate yourself and be free”
Player from L.A.- Clips shit, CP3
Pour some forty out for Eazy, take a knee
Ask God forgive me cause lately I’ve sinned
Not myself lately I’ve been
Is this really worth it Lord?
Why you take all of my friends?
Take me instead! Before you take another
Just has to comfort my mother, younger brother
Let him grow good hope you feel this Mr. Wonder
If this a come up then it feels good but it won’t last
Like the first nut with that girl I met in math class
And that’s that
I know it’s abstract to understand where my mind is
And if ya’ll find it step back- it’s in a battle like Leonidas
Do I regret starting rhyming? I guess that’s just a loaded question
Making confessions like a Catholic while Buddha destressing
Counting my blessings, dividing by life lessons
Fuck it I’m done how much I owe for this session?
Therapy sessions
How much I owe for this session? Therapy session
Yeah, and fuck what you think too